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Sit there and wonder if God loves you? Gives any kind of tidily two wink about you? I once thought that God hated me. I believed he was there because I could not believe that this whole world cam...

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I remember being little and having horrible growing pains in my legs. For some reason it always hurt worse at night. My Dad would sit up with me and rub my legs while I cried. He encouraged me by...

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Sometimes you turn the pages in your book and it is something you expected. For example, you spend a crazy amount of time with this thing growing inside of you and BAM the next chapter is you lea...

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The strangest thing happened this morning. When I woke up, I felt amazing. I have felt this way every morning since July 26th but each and every time I am still a little bit amazed and surprised ...

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It is so weird all the different balls that life can throw at you. I hope and pray that cancer will not be one for me, however I have this feeling that I will get it some day. It kind of feels li...

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Oh boy, how do I start this one? All of my entries in this diary have been very heavy. I was in such a deep dark place and I was trying to find my way out. I spent days/weeks/months in bed wishin...

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TW, this has death in it. So if you read my first entry here you are well aware that school was not a very pleasant experience for me. My BFF of course was not in my grade. I knew of her before, ...

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I don’t know where I am going to be going with this, I am just letting my fingers glide across the keyboard. I am sorry to my friend that I did not include a warning with my last entry. I was jus...

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Okok, so the craziest thing happened to me. The year 2020. OMG where the heck did this all come from? I knew things were going too well. I just KNEW it. But who knew that 2 weeks would turn into ...

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