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Alone
My kids are gone for three weeks with their dad. So much of my identity revolves around them. I feel like a lost puppy most of the time trying to decide what to do and trying to stay busy to keep...
Smiles Coffee
I pulled out my coffee cup today only to grab the one that my grandma Honey loved at a restaurant we frequented for breakfast during the time I was her caregiver. I couldn’t help but laugh out lo...
Sunset
I guess watching the sunset alone is better than watching no sunset at all… Silver lining
Curled up in a Ball
It’s been a while since I posted here. I love this as an anonymous outlet. I can write without restrictions and he can’t stalk me. It’s been a long seven months. I did move out a week later. He ...
Exit
I did it. I signed a lease on an apartment and I’m supposed to move-in next Saturday. I have no idea how to tell him I’m leaving. I’m not sure if I’m really smart or a coward for avoiding the con...
Patterns of Abuse
And here I sit… six months later. We have fought almost the same day every single month since I last wrote here - Nov 21, Dec 22, Jan 20, Feb 23, Mar 20, Apr 22… every fight seems to get more tox...
Another rumble
Well, here we are again January 5. I don’t really know how good I’m going to be at this journaling stuff. My boyfriend and I had a long discussion about me not really wanting to live with him a...
