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i’ve already written about. the scheduling thing. and the anxiety thing. and the wendy’s/sitting thing. so yesterday was actually better. bc she was irritated by something at her new job [er. i g...


i’ve already written about. the scheduling thing. and the anxiety thing. so. this. happened last wk. We’re at Wendy’s and I’ve put my tray down on the table a little.......like towards the middl...


well actually i’ve already written about the scheduling thing. so. I have anxiety as I might’ve mentioned. and part of this is things have to be perfect. and i do mean they ‘have’ to be. it’s a c...


yes, again. so on................Mon. i think it was. well when I get in valerie’s car. or her........boyfriend’s. i have this script in my head of how I want our conversation to go. and when it ...


February 28, 2018

'have a good day'. um. no.

this is from yesterday. about the previous day which would’ve been Mon.: ‘So. again i don’t like my mentor. also i don’t like when people go ‘have a good day’ it sounds like they don’t actually m...


February 27, 2018

from the 18th - 24th

um on the 18th which was sun. i. did i do my laundry no i don’t think i did. on mon. valerie came we did the usual. tues. i. maybe i went out? same w/ wed. um thurs. i was at my mom’s. and fri. a...


February 21, 2018

i got my period.

I got my period um yesterday. damnit i was hoping to go a whole month w/o. it’s not been great this time. um.


February 18, 2018

the trash thing.

this is from earlier today: ‘vague on purpose. um. anyway. So apparently. When I was at my mom’s the lady went into my closet and took something out. [i won’t put what. but by the title of this e...


again. this is from Tues.: ‘[it makes sense that. i would say ‘stick to the script’ as i’m a leo. i’m also. really into astrology. anyway.]. another one of those. ‘not a real problem’ problem. th...


this is from Tues.: as it’s not actually. so for those who don’t know i don’t like my mentor. so last night. we’re at wendy’s. and, i come back to the table. i was done eating by then and was re...


January 30, 2018

from the 21st - the 27th

um. so the 21st was Sun. i. did my laundry. on Mon. valerie came. on tues. i um went out. on wed. i don’t think i went out. on thurs. i was at my mom’s. on fri. i was at my mom’s. she my sister i...


January 16, 2018

from the 7th - the 13th

um so on the 7th which was sun. i did my laundry. on mon. valerie came. we went to wendy’s then the store. at the store i got um.oh i got a magazine and plastic bags. on tues. i went out. on wed....


January 10, 2018

so, yesterday.

so, yesterday. I went to the store. well i went to walgreen’s actually and then the store but in between i went to the bank. um. Bank was busier then usual and a couple of the tellers actually ha...


January 10, 2018

survey.

What is your salad dressing of choice? i don’t like salad. well actually i don’t like lettuce. What is your favorite sit-down restaurant? um. What food could you eat every day for two weeks and n...


so like i mentioned I saw those 3 movies w/ my mom over the holidays. I didn’t like ‘ferdinand’. first it’s a male driven story. and secondly idinno it just wasn’t good. ‘pitch perfect 3’ was goo...


January 09, 2018

from the 31st - the 6th

so on the 31st which was Sun. i was at my mom’s. i went out then came back then my sister i had dinner at the thai place. on Mon. i went out. on Tues. i went out then came back to the house. Wed....


clint thing. security aisle 11. best buy sat. annual xmas oh yeah. so a few times the western ‘santa’ explained to me why he wore orange. so people could see him. he’s all like ‘you should get so...


So like.idinno maybe.a month ago or so there was a house meeting where.i filled out a questionaire. the questions well. i had it bc of the rights suspension. When I told valerie I’d filled out th...


So sometime in the last like.month or so my mom sister I saw the ‘coco’ movie. the animated one i didn’t like it. Well i guess the computer charger topics are.the same topic. So like a month ago ...


So over the holidays i was offerred but not really.the opportunity to get together w/ Clint. Clint’s, my former mentor. he was my mentor before Valerie. We haven’t talked in at least 2 yrs. My mo...


so right. on Wed. Dec. 6th I saw my ex at the store. maybe. well not actually at the store but outside of the store while I was waiting for the lady. coming and passing by. Whoever it was didn’t ...


January 03, 2018

ebt. weather.

So at the last house meeting I actually went to. which was in um nov. I think. I asked to have my ebt card. cause I felt I was ready. well I now have it in my possession. it’s in a place that nev...


um so at the store I go to. [or rather I was going, to. but more on that later] there’s a customer there who I refer to as ‘the western ‘santa’ ‘. he’s an older guy 70. he once said ‘howdy’ to me...


January 03, 2018

perio visits.

so back in.........um Sept. i met w/ dr. nick. yes like the guy on ‘the simpsons’. except this guy is a better dr., then the one in ‘the simpsons’. he’s greek er of greek descent i mean. um. he’s...


[you, went somewhere?] well no I mean. my computer the one i’d had had stopped working. like completely. so then I got a new one last month but I don’t blog while at my mom’s which is where I was...


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