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by J.E.

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August 25, 2017

Did You See The Eclipse?

Was the question of the day at work earlier in the week. I watched it from my bedroom window as I was trying to get some sleep. The truth is I really didn’t care much about it. I go to work a...


August 21, 2017

O.D. Give It Up Folks

Couldn’t sleep so browsed PB most of the night and keep seeing mention of O.D. coming back. Take off the rose tinted glasses. All those wonderful people whom you read/read you whole enhanced yo...


August 20, 2017

Ergh...

I’m calling in sick today. Haven’t been able to keep breakfast down. Currently in plaid boxers, laying on the couch with the box fan whirring away with all the lights off, sipping on cool water...


August 16, 2017

Pumped Up Kickz

I need new work shoes. These are starting to get bad looking. Three and a half more hours left then foir days off. I ordered IT by King off Amazon. Should be here tomo....tonight. May get...


August 14, 2017

Now I'm Feeling Zombified

Had a hard time getting to sleep after work this morning. My long week. Forty-eight hours in four days. Only thirty-four left. Sleep will be the light (or dark cold bedroom) at the end of my...


I’m kicking around the idea of checking myself into an outpatient rehab program.


August 04, 2017

Don't Think Reduex

Don’tknow how but court was pushed back till December 7th. Free for now.


August 02, 2017

Don't Think

I believe I’m long overdue for a vacation. Court is Thursday at 1pm. Guilty as sin, let’s hope for no jail time.


July 17, 2017

Goodnight Zombie

George A. Romero, your films have had a lasting impact upon me. R.I.P. and try not to come back as your creation. Sincerely, A dedicated fan.


July 14, 2017

From The Trashcan

What do you call a masturbating bull? Beef strokin’ off. What’s pink, 9 inches long, and a girl screams when you put it in her mouth? Her miscarriage. What’s worse than nailng a dead baby to a tr...


Say I’m the only bee in your bonnent. Been getting really into They Might Be Giants lately. Five days off and now I’m back to work. Didn’t sleep well this morning and very tired right now. S...


July 03, 2017

10:57 PM

Tonight starts the twelve hour rotating shifts. Six hours in, six more to go. Qutting time is 5:30 AM. bah


Pretty sure over consumption has killed my medication’s ability to work properly. Been down lately.


June 23, 2017

Funny HaStrange

Video chat was created so the deaf can have phone sex too.


June 22, 2017

Tired

I go to YouTube becasuse I’m so sick of reading the flame wars on news sites. Look up Strawberry Fields Forever and read a comment about the story behind the song. That, too, becomes a flame wa...


May 29, 2017

Late Night Feasting

Almost six AM and I just ate a piece of chocolate cake. Yesterday was fun. Went to my brother’s for a cookout. Ate a burger, bratwurst, and hotdog with some of the SIL’s famous baked beans and ...


May 18, 2017

Another Rocker Dead

Was always partial to this Soundgarden song. RIP


April 19, 2017

Saturday Night

After walking through the sun set in downtown and after a lovely Chinese buffet dinner I learned something all over again. I forgot how nice it is to kick back with someone you care about, sitt...


April 12, 2017

3:51 AM

Interrupting broadcast Incoming transmission Stay tuned to the black and white No picket fences Soda fountains’ gone dry Lonely old street in my tv show Uncertain and afraid Same old story We now...


April 11, 2017

3:05 AM

Was about to head to bed but realized Better Call Saul season three premiere is on. So what if it is hlf over, I can catch that later. Work Monday nights, miss the first airing. Beat. Too muc...


April 10, 2017

1:51 AM

And I’m deep cleaning the fridge…


Anyone want a boyfriend or cuddle buddy? Been a bit lonely…very lonely…and well, would like someone to hang with. That is all…


February 07, 2017

Stolen Survey

Why not take a break from negativity and learn about each other? 😃 1. Who are you named after? There is a literal fascist administration in power right now in the United States. 2. Last time you ...


February 05, 2017

Caution: Homicidal Luggage

I mentioned to the counselor that I need to find some distractions to keep my mind off the bottle when it comes weekend time where I have two full nights of nothing to do. Sooo…after a restless ...


January 27, 2017

Blargha Blargha

I really don’t want to work tonight. Took off yesterday to go to opening night of Stand Up Live, new comedy club. Fucking packed and service was a cluster fuck. I get that it was day one but...


Book Description

I came on my own volition.
I am the man that got away.

Work -
Tonight I clocked in at 4:30 PM and it was suddenly Wednesday when I worked 6:45 AM to 6 PM with only an hour lunch break and on my feet the rest. I was trying to relieve Logan in the back who was frying chicken both for our loose case and boxed hot case so he could go to lunch. Instead I got mixed with a redneck who wanted a Philly steak and cheese. I made his sandwich to order only to be confronted with the elderly gentleman behind him. He, to this shit. o, wanted a Philly. I was annoyed. Angry. Granted chicken side cooking sucks At least you’re away from the customers. I can, “pretend”, like I’m cooking chicken in the back but dick around for ten minutes, which actually rarely happens. You learn to smile and accept this shit. Made him his sandwich, didn’t stop to ask the next customer if he needed help. Instead, went straight to the back and told Logan to take his lunch, I was taking over, box up what just came up out the fryer and we’re good.

It was just one of those days. People wonder why I get stoned before work.

I.
Am.
Robot.

Tell.
Me.
What.
Is.
Next.

I’m versatile.
Put me in any situation and I come victorious.
Even on the bad days.

So when I go the hardcore bitch mode of my assistant manager on Wednesday after my eleventh hour there. I got irate.

I know she does a job for two.
Her boss/my boss sucks ass.
But fuck....I’m part time.
If you want to bitch and yell about the shit that the full timers didn’t do…bitch to them.
DON’T MAKE ME DO THEIR FUCKING SHIT THE LAST HOUR I’M THERE!
I’ve been working for this slave camp for three and a half years.
I lost my insurance last year due to me being stupid and the store manager catching on. Which is actually a big blessing. I haven’t missed a day in a year.

But I’ve been there for every shift.
Sleep, no sleep?
Fuck it.
Show up for work.
The computer takes over on schedule and now I don’t qualify for our good insurance.
I have to take the government stuff?
OK.
I’m a democrat.
Lifelong.
BUT FUCK YOU OBAMA!
Don’t tell me what to do.
I’ll go another year without health insurance.
I want my good Blue Cross Blue Shield Back.
Make my job give me the hours back for insurance.

People close to me say I need to see a therapist.
After A.A. and an almost check in at rehab.
Maybe I do need anti-depressants.

This is a rant with no one I know reading this.
Its liberating.

I welcome ProseBox into my life.