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When One Door Closes
Break in through the window. Last night, even though I felt like crap and had the shakes, turned out really good. I made a new close friend. Tonight will be chicken pot pie. Still awake sinc...
1:35 AM
First not off the sauce in a week. Of course I can’t sleep. I’ve not read anymore on The Amazing Maurice however I did best God of War: Ragnarok. Odin kills Thor when he refuses to kill me. T...
What The Hell Did I Eat?
Acid reflux. Haven’t had it this bad in well over a year. I’m spitting fireballs over here! Antacid and more ice water is in store. Plus, I need a good back scritchin’. I’m itchy.
That Time I Wanted To Join The Marines
When the Armed Forces lowered their standards I seriously thought of joining the Marine Corp. They are hardcore badasses. I still find myself watching boot camp videos. As a guy who has been ...
I KNEW IT!
Despite my better judgement I kept talking to Reddit girl. Just a few minutes ago she asked for $100 to keep her internet on. Now I’ve uninstalled the app I was using and blocked everything else…...
Okay So!
I want to lay on my stomach and have a cat or two stretch out on my back and make biscuits aka knead on me. It’d feel great right now. Breakfast was Cheerios with sliced bananas. Twas great.
Ron DeSantis Is Coming...
America is so fucked....
Smoke
Late dinner, grilling burgers. Got some sour cream and onion chips. Y’all come eat. We ran a bunch of errands today then came back home where boredom set in so we made a trip to Target. They’r...
Typical
I feel fucking awful. Woke up at 2:30 AM royally hungover. Yeah yeah stop drinking. Live my life for a day (with my memories) and wonder why you’re still alive. Cue the cat: Smokey just laid ...
Today I...
Tried Korean short ribs for the first time at Viethouse. Oh my god they were succulent! Came with steamed rice, cucumber slices, sliced carrots, two slices of tomatoes and lettuce. Will defini...
9:45 AM
It’s too early for me to be awake. 😁 Seriously, I’ve had crap sleep all week. I could go for a breakfast burrito, glass of orange juice, follow up glass of water and about four more hours of sle...
Figures...
It’s either a guy or a bot fucking with me on Reddit. That’s not cool to play on someone’s loneliness. Ex Machina broke my heart for the geek who was played by the A.I. robot. I want to watch...
Gosh Darn!
The sausage and three bean soup was delicious but my god the heartburn. Tomatoes effing kill me sometimes and there was a whole can in it, seasoned with basil, garlic and onion. I like garlic b...
Lazy Night
Been sleeping on and off today. Mom is not feeling well at all and hurts all over. I keep telling her to take a nice hot bath. A girl from Reddit messaged me last week. We been chatting dail...
Failure
Tonight is number three I’ve been in the throes of vodka. Look up the lyrics.
Treat
My income tax came in Friday so I treated mom out to Ichiban last night. We both ordered filet mignon and scallops. We split a rainbow roll, the meal came with miso soup and a salad, fresh vegg...
Achy Breaky Body
My gout toe still hurts. The last three days, mid spine and to the left, has been hurting where I coughed hard and pulled a muscle. Heating pad and Icy Hot ARE great, I just wish it’d go away. ...
Seven More Days
One week sober. My continued goal is to make it to 41 with a year under my belt. Baby steps. Right now, let’s just make it through the night.
Warm Tummy, Fire Mouth
Well, I went against my better judgement, left the house and tried to run a few more errands. Yet another problem cropped up but I got it taken care of. I didn’t get to finish all I set out to ...
H.A.L.T.
Am I: Hungry Angry Lonely Tired/Thirsty Just learned about this. Further researchin’ I go. Edit: This is brilliant. https://health.clevelandclinic.org/halt-hungry-angry-lonely-tired/ S.T.O.P. S...
Hail Cesar!
Butterflied and grilled two chicken breast. The fatty pieces I grilled as well on a piece of aluminum foil for the stray kitties. Caught a photo of one this afternoon using the mulch bag on my ...
Feet Don't Fail Me Now
My birthday didn’t go quite as planned. We went to Metro Diner for the first time. I got the Carolina Shrimp N Grits. Two fried grit cakes with a moat of white gravy chock full of shrimp and an...
Happy 40th Birthday To Me
Finally crashed around 8 PM. Slept like a log till about 6:40 AM. Now starts the birthday festivities! Blue Plate for breakfast, chocolate chip banana pancakes here I come! Antman and Wasp at no...
Breathing Through Clenched Teeth
My gout area keeps cramping up and it is excruciating. I can’t sleep, obviously, so I’ve got a Monk marathon on (even though I think I’ve seen every episode now.) I’ve done a bunch of word find...
Day 1 Again
Depression got the best of me and I drowned myself for a while. I’m watching History: Facts Vs Fiction. Prohibition lead to the invention of the cocktail. Moonshine and bathtub gin was so awful...
Book Description
I came on my own volition.
I am the man that got away.
Work -
Tonight I clocked in at 4:30 PM and it was suddenly Wednesday when I worked 6:45 AM to 6 PM with only an hour lunch break and on my feet the rest. I was trying to relieve Logan in the back who was frying chicken both for our loose case and boxed hot case so he could go to lunch. Instead I got mixed with a redneck who wanted a Philly steak and cheese. I made his sandwich to order only to be confronted with the elderly gentleman behind him. He, to this shit. o, wanted a Philly. I was annoyed. Angry. Granted chicken side cooking sucks At least you’re away from the customers. I can, “pretend”, like I’m cooking chicken in the back but dick around for ten minutes, which actually rarely happens. You learn to smile and accept this shit. Made him his sandwich, didn’t stop to ask the next customer if he needed help. Instead, went straight to the back and told Logan to take his lunch, I was taking over, box up what just came up out the fryer and we’re good.
It was just one of those days. People wonder why I get stoned before work.
I.
Am.
Robot.
Tell.
Me.
What.
Is.
Next.
I’m versatile.
Put me in any situation and I come victorious.
Even on the bad days.
So when I go the hardcore bitch mode of my assistant manager on Wednesday after my eleventh hour there. I got irate.
I know she does a job for two.
Her boss/my boss sucks ass.
But fuck....I’m part time.
If you want to bitch and yell about the shit that the full timers didn’t do…bitch to them.
DON’T MAKE ME DO THEIR FUCKING SHIT THE LAST HOUR I’M THERE!
I’ve been working for this slave camp for three and a half years.
I lost my insurance last year due to me being stupid and the store manager catching on. Which is actually a big blessing. I haven’t missed a day in a year.
But I’ve been there for every shift.
Sleep, no sleep?
Fuck it.
Show up for work.
The computer takes over on schedule and now I don’t qualify for our good insurance.
I have to take the government stuff?
OK.
I’m a democrat.
Lifelong.
BUT FUCK YOU OBAMA!
Don’t tell me what to do.
I’ll go another year without health insurance.
I want my good Blue Cross Blue Shield Back.
Make my job give me the hours back for insurance.
People close to me say I need to see a therapist.
After A.A. and an almost check in at rehab.
Maybe I do need anti-depressants.
This is a rant with no one I know reading this.
Its liberating.
I welcome ProseBox into my life.
