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Well it appears this place is closing and I don’t want to go back to OD as I don’t think it is free and sorry but not paying that person money. So if anyone knows of any GOOD RELIABLE SAFE diary ...

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Went in for activation today…he said PT wouldn’t hinder anything he is doing so yay I get to go to PT again…for the like 4th time. He did tell me to use his breathing technique and not the one I ...

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I wonder what has sparked between TJ and me. Not in a bad way mind you. It is like this random spark just turned into a fire. I’ve never had this happen till him. It just shows me more and more t...

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Back still hurts. Both upper and lower/hip area. The lower part is what gets me it makes it harder for me to find a decently comfy spot to sit/stand/lay. My upper back I have learned to deal with...

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Still in pain. Still miserable. Still crying from frustration. I told my mom that when I say all this shit is destroying my psyche that I am not joking it really it. My spirit is crushed. My soul...

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Oh yeah my cycle has started. I woke up feeling like crap. Couldn’t stay warm,couldn’t(and still can’t) stop cramping. Lower back/hip is already getting fucked up. I am already starting to bounce...

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So as if it is not bad enough I am bruised up and sore,from the muscle activation, I find out TJs shoulder is still hurting him, he slipped and fell on some ice about 2-3 weeks ago, and he ended ...

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Same crap different day it feels. Still in pain. Still doing the muscle activation. TJ is looking at hopefully being hired on to the place he is working some time in the next month. It is going t...

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