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I'm mentally unstable today
How fucking embarrassing. I burst into tears at work today with two and a half hours of my shift left and my store manager noticed I was crying and asked what was up but I was in such hysterics ...
The science of homosexuality
I saw this TEDTalk tonight which was pretty cool. He claims that mother’s who have prenatal stress increase the odds of that child being born homosexual. He also says that for every older strai...
I'm a mental case
Oh MAN today was a tough day for me, mentally. It probably compounded because last night I just could not get to sleep, despite trying to close my eyes around 10pm. It was nearing 2am and I sti...
Definition of 'fucked up' = me
(Don’t read this unless you want me to be a Debby-downer) I’m sitting on my bed, under the covers, whilst Nick has a bunch of friends over, having a party, and I’m wallowing in my own self pity, ...
Bye Aunty Freda
I had a message from my mum on facebook informing me that my great Aunt has carked it. I barely knew her. I can’t even remember the last time I saw her. It must have been when I was a kid, sure...
FFS 'Murica
I found myself so tired yesterday. I went to write an entry last night and then decided, “Nah, fuck it. I need to sleep.” So I did, and I feel better this morning. I can only put it down to yes...
That wasn't nice
Well I got through another work-week, somehow. Still not up to my usual standard but oh well. Today is a public holiday (ANZAC Day) but it’s my usual day off anyway. I didn’t make the dawn serv...
Fuck. this. bullshit.
Me. Whinging. What else is knew? I feel like a complete idiot, but I’ve re-booked the doctor again for tomorrow afternoon after work. ^sigh^ I’m clutching at straws. I feel like I want to ask...
Happy one-month :(
I just wrote an entry, and lost the whole thing because the internet cut out. Just another thing going wrong in my life, nothing unusual. My laptop decided to start a death-rattle today. Most l...
$14.95
That’s how much my prescription cost me, and that’s for the more pricey brand. They gave me the option of the $10 generic, but I want this thing to fuck right off! I was in and out of the docs i...
Death must feel better than this
Welp, I was right. The fever’s well and truly set in now :( This isn’t a suicidal entry. It’s an observation. I wouldn’t be in pain. This happens every few years usually. I think I managed to ...
You want h-how much?!
I honestly do not know what to do. I just spent $151 on a consultation for a dentist to tell me that if I want the tooth that is causing me pain fixed, it’ll set me back around $2400. I told her ...
I can't say I am
Today has not been very kind to me. Mentally, that is. It’s been depressive thought after depressive thought and I’m almost fighting back tears at the moment. I can’t explain it. I don’t know...
Open your eyes a little on same-sex marriage
Thank fuck that work-week is over. The manager called in sick again on Sunday, so I ended up working a full day. Luckily I happened to be awake early and saw his facebook message, otherwise I w...
The scientific reason why guys look at other women
Just watched this video on Youtube. It’s a straight perspective, but it doesn’t matter. If I had a partner and he said he didn’t check out other guys, I’d be like, “Why not?” I’m just realistic...
Far too long
I know the debate on Australia getting same-sex marriage is getting strong when three of the ten ‘trending’ topics on Facebook are in relation to it, or close to it. Of course, that could just be...
Owning or renting?
I remember leaving the gym last night and I burst into a fit of laughter at what I’d written in the last entry. Specifically the bit where the website came up with an error screen when I was usi...
"Hi Matt, how are you feeling today?"
That was the Facebook message I got from mum tonight. I replied, “I don’t know. Angry, I suppose.” The cursor sat there for ages as she must’ve typed and deleted it a few times. She ended up rin...
My dad hasn't changed a bit...
My Aunty shared this today (one of dad’s younger sisters) It shouldn’t affect me. But it does. I still shake each time I read his hatred and ignorance. I can’t help it. I’m glad I’m nothing lik...
Children of same-sex parents.
I’m not gonna wrote too long, because this still upsets me, somehow, even after well over a decade etc etc. My Aunty shared this article on Facebook… http://www.thepublicdiscourse.com/2015/02/14...
Long-lost straight love?
My Timehop app reminded me of this yesterday, 4 years ago, when I got this random message from a random stranger in regard to Jason, who had pretty much been the straight-crush of my life, even ...
