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Wifes on board! And Xmas
By some miracle my wife is on board with my 2015 plans. Things with me and her have been sort of hit and miss this year and thankfully lately we’ve been making stuff better. I’m holding my tongue...
Positive Changes
My thoughts this year are as follows: positive change. So, no I’m not going to be hellbent on revenge and getting rid of people like I tend to be. Instead, I’m going to be putting my experience i...
Right now...
Right this minute, this song sort of rings with my thoughts on life and humanity. Been thinking a lot lately. <iframe width="560" height="315" src="//" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen="">&l...
My thoughts on 2015
My thoughts are now just focused on moving forward creatively and keeping up with my wife. When I’ve focused on so many other things or even start knowing someone, it seems like they are all just...
One of those days
They say when things get tough, your real friends are exposed and the fake ones as well. Well, I just don’t have any friends I suppose, or family. But, I think I honestly don’t really care or min...
Ranting About God
You spend your whole life looking for answers but you know what, they are most likely way too simple - people will always over complicate what ‘is’ with our petty self-importance. Thing is in the...
If Stupidity was a energy source...
If Stupidity was a energy source, we’d have limitless power. For Stupidity is perpetual - it just keeps going on and on and on. That is, unless stopped by a frying pan or some other blunt object ...
Long days but good days
Been watching the babies over at the new place, they’re a little messy as expected and sometimes cranky but Chris pretty much loves it over there. Desi, just loves to be around her mother - which...
The Internet Depresses Me; Outdated
Am I that out of touch now? Have I just lost it or has the internet just been bombarded with people that don’t know how to type or act. Then, when you go in with something serious to say its comp...
Trapped
I feel like I’m trapped in a single place - completely surrounded by people that just move around me. I’ve lost contact, they have - who knows. Caring, I’m not too sure about that - I’m not even ...
Strep Throat; Stuff
I got strep throat, me and one of Niki’s boys does, oh well. I don’t have healthcare though so I need to press through it with home remedies - which is fine, I can do anything on my own, I don’t ...
Feeling Depressed Today; Vinyl Haul Yesterday
Not to say there is any really good reason, just sometimes I’m depressed - I was, sadly, diagnosed with chronic depression a year or so ago. Not like knowing that I was changed anything, I’d bee...
Antsy and APPROVED FOR A PLACE!
I’m really dying to get back to the record store, those sorts of places call out to me. Sure, I get that a LP can seem like a stupid purchase to some but anything can seem that way - so who cares...
Everyone is lonely, so they say; Change is constant, so they say
Seems that sometimes I find myself in a quiet and melancholy state late at night - moments where you just seem to sit and reflect in a semi-sad manner. But, I don’t think I am sad. Definitely tir...
Record Store; Shows in the future; Starting to dig Slayer
I’ve been out trying some new stuff, me and Niki are kinda getting along so we went out to the record store the other day. She liked it, I think. I know I did and I can’t wait to go back and snag...
Going Insane
So I’m trapped alone here. My ‘friends’ end up being selfish one-track people, I don’t even know what to do with that. I don’t know what to do with myself, I want to get out and live life but I’m...
Age doesn't Equal Wisdom
It has always been a thing for us younger people to listen to our elders, and sure for the beginning of our lives that seems all peachy keen. That is, until your older and really see things for h...
Way too much Blacklist and weight
I’ve honestly found one of my favorite games, I’m usually against playing online but this one has captivated me. So far I’ve been asked to join 2 clans and am honestly stoked. On a bad note, I we...
Friendship is severely overrated. Love is scary. That is just life.
I don’t think I’ve ever had a friendship that has ever worked out and I don’t think I ever will. My friendships are generally bad and I always end up getting roped in with bad people. I don’t hon...
Today has been Good and Bad. But not the worse.
I’m half getting along with my sister-in-law but the trust is all gone now, I love the kids and naturally I’m getting tired of the teenager (you know, its almost bound to happen with teenagers ho...
My music is getting a voice
So I’ve finally began testing in playing entire songs and I found I’m gonna go the sludge/atmospheric black metal approach with my music. Only cause I just want to write and play what I like and ...
Happy Birthday Sam!
Well, Happy Birthday to Sam! 26 Years now and shes somehow still not going as crazy as the rest of us. I hope she enjoyed her gifts and I hope she had a good day aside from the horrible fight me ...
Ordered (even more) Vinyls.
No, I really don’t shut up when it comes to my vinyl collection but I ordered a demo LP by a Canadian Sludge metal band called BIIPIIGWAN, Temperance Movements ‘Pride’ EP (Which I’ve wanted for a...
So frustrated with this place!
So I get to stay at home tomorrow and watch the kids as Sam goes out with her father and the other one. Right now, I’m not too happy with some people in this place. It seems that they cause the p...
I'm so impatient!
So its going on midnight and I’m already antsy to get my brand new vinyls (including King Buzzo Pre-Order!) this week. Man, all are fantastic choices and a little bit of everything. Sure, my depr...
