I don’t think I’ve ever had a friendship that has ever worked out and I don’t think I ever will. My friendships are generally bad and I always end up getting roped in with bad people. I don’t honestly know if I’ve met many good people in my life, some maybe but not many.
See, it all boils down to the fact that everyone is an addict. Everyone is bored with their lives and eventually finds something to do to fix that boredom. Some people just find that in drugs and meaningless sex. And granted everyone does like bumpin’ uglies - I just don’t see the point in hooking up with strangers. I mean, I’ve done it in the past - I might not be the greatest looking dude but I’ve been with my fair share of women. Its just that I don’t really see the ‘game’ or thought process in it. It seems like the sort of thing a lot of down-trodden angry and bored people do to flip off convention. I could care less to bother with protesting like that and I don’t think I’d get what I do want out of life by pursing drugs.
Love is a scary thing and I guess when faced with it, be it friendship love or relationship love - people are bound to beat down the notion out of fear. I think these days everyone needs a fresh start to think about their future rather then try to fuck it up. Those raging parties aren’t going to look so hot on a granny; all those drugs and sexual hiccups are just going to get you closer to death and self-defeat.
If you’ve given up on life, love, and the mysticism of everything - I feel bad for you. And I hope these things duely find you so your life has meaning again.
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