Going Insane in Ups and Downs

So I’m trapped alone here. My ‘friends’ end up being selfish one-track people, I don’t even know what to do with that. I don’t know what to do with myself, I want to get out and live life but I’m stuck in other peoples lazy non-constructive and dying lives. OK, you can feel like whatever you want and you can give up whatever you want but I’m not going to. No, though somehow they got to drag everyone down around them. Is it so bad I want to go to a concert and do something for myself and my blog? Apparently so.