I got strep throat, me and one of Niki’s boys does, oh well. I don’t have healthcare though so I need to press through it with home remedies - which is fine, I can do anything on my own, I don’t need nothing or nobody to help me through.
That said, I generally am having a OK day today. I got money saved for the show on Sunday but Sams sister is so all over the map, you can’t trust her and you can’t give her a single inch without something nuts happening. So, I’m not 100 percent sure we’ll be going, only cause shes a little… spastic. I think honestly, as well, we just aren’t even friends or family barely anymore either. Who knows, I don’t want to think too much on it or I’ll risk my brain imploding from all the confusion that woman can bring to the world.
Honestly, I’d really like to save and hit up the record store again. I want to collect some singles and really get things goin’ in what I enjoy. Sadly, I’m the only one who seems to be genuinely interested. Maybe I just hold that poor-boys wonder still and don’t think everything needs to be broken and used til it reaches critical mass. Yikes. Maybe that means I’m materialistic, maybe I don’t care if it does!
Also, I’m tired of getting music to not piss everyone off if it harm their delicate sensibilities. Who cares, I’m not in this for everyone else - I shouldn’t have to sell myself short to be a slave to other peoples interests.
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