Hey. This entry is simply just saying Happy New Year. No special memory. No special words. Just Happy New Year. This time last year, I said “2019 is going to be my year”. It was not my year at all. It was the hardest year I’ve had in my short time on this earth. Without you being here, I have had to learn to get used to doing things on my own. It sucked. I never thought I would get through it but I have. Still hard though.
I’m taking the steps that I need to do to take care of myself. For a while, I didn’t care about that. If anything…I wanted to take as little care of myself as possible so you would one day see just how bad what happened affected me. But that would be dumb and pointless. So as they say, once you’ve hit rock bottom, the only way to go is up. So I’m trying. One day, when I cross the street when we’re on the same side, I hope to see you strong and alive…filled with love and happiness. I hope that once I get there, you will be as proud of me as I am of you. Happy New Years!
”…there will ALWAYS be a star”.
~You
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