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Hey. I’m drinking again. It’s been a depressing few days for me. Right now, while sipping on this beer, I remember a time when we would get stupid drunk. And when I say stupid, I mean STUPID. Rem...

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Hey....I’ve been so depressed its not even funny. Drinking myself to sleep everyday. I find it hard to be sober without you here. I feel like an idiot for keeping these journals, cuz you don’t fe...

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Hey. How have you been? I talked about you a lot today. My buddy from work is like a therapist. He lets me talk about you so I can just let it out. I just miss you so bad. I get so upset when I t...

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Hey. I have something to tell you…My Nana passed away yesterday. The doctors said her kidneys were failing and had 3 to 6 months to live. Here we are only two weeks later…and she’s gone. I wish y...

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Hey. Remember that one time we went out and bought bath bombs because we had seen some videos of bath bombs being dropped into water and they sold the champagne scented one’s at Walgreen’s? I wan...

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Hey. Do you remember how I used to wake you up in the morning? After a long over night shift, I couldn’t wait to come home to hold you. Even if we argued like crazy the night before. I was a nast...

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Hey. When I was out near our old apartment yesterday, I was reminded of a special memory. Remember one night when I was at work, you texted me frantic? You had just ran over a skunk. I could just...

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Hey. Happy New Year! I just went out to put gas in my truck. It’s so cold out that I decided to go for a little drive to let the heat run for a bit. I found myself at the gas station up the stree...

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Hey. This entry is simply just saying Happy New Year. No special memory. No special words. Just Happy New Year. This time last year, I said “2019 is going to be my year”. It was not my year at al...

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Hey. The craziest thing just happened to me. I completely lost it. I finally snapped. I was going to the casino earlier with a friend. My truck got there okay, but when I was heading home, my tru...

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Hey. Do you still go to Rocky Point? I did. But not anymore. When my truck broke down, I couldn’t go. But since I’ve got my truck back, I haven’t made my way down there. Remember why it was ‘our ...

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Hey. I really miss you today. For some reason…lately…when I close my eyes…I can see you. As if you never left. It’s like something out of a movie. What do I see? I see your beautiful eyes. The su...

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Hey. Merry Christmas. I can remember last year when you had left around this time. You came back to open presents with me. I don’t think I ever properly thanked you for that. Looking back, it mea...

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Hey. Can I tell you something without it being weird?.......I Love you…still. A whole lot. I know its wrong. But I can’t control it. You were my best friend babe. I still can’t believe I haven’t ...

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Hey. I’ve been punished. Because I hurt you (emotionally). I’ve been asking myself since you left, “Why me”? “Why do I have to love you as much as I do after all of this time”? After taking the t...

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Hey. Remember a couple weeks before we stopped talking and you came to my spot to pick up the rest of your clothes? I tried so hard to keep calm. Every time I saw you, I could see that there was ...

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Hey. What a weekend! My life has been on such a downhill slope since my truck died three and a half months ago. So far, I’ve spent over $5,000 on this thing. But it’s literally all I have left fr...

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Hey. Remember last summer, when we went to the beach, we found that Rascal Flatts song I fell in love with? “Love what you’ve done with the place”? It still makes me think of you. I listened to i...

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Hey. What’s up? I hope you’re doing okay. I couldn’t stop thinking about you the other day. I took the day off of work to work on my truck. Remember when we first met? I had only seen you as a su...

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Hey. Today really sucked…this douche at work…who is holier than thou…is becoming number one on my shit list lately. They told us this week-long audit we’ve been having isn’t going well at all. Th...

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Well…here it is. One year. I feel like it was just yesterday…yet, at the same time, it feels like it’s been a long and endless journey. I have so much to tell you. A lot has happened since you le...

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Do you remember when we were going through Stop and Shop and saw a box of peanut butter and chocolate swirl brownie mix? You were so damn excited…as if this was the newest technology that man had...

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Why? Honestly…because I can’t talk to you anymore. As much as that kills me, I have learned to live with that. I’ll probably never get the chance to talk to you again, so this is my way of talkin...

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