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Revelations in Current Events
I am not on track. I don’t even know what my track is exactly but my inner guidance was a lot more clear than usual during this moment with Santos. I need to meditate on this. Not on the content ...
Waves in Current Events
Linda, the coworker I drive to and from work, triggered an anxiety attack yesterday. Our shift barely started, the store was not even open, and she approaches me flustered trying to explain that ...
Timing in Current Events
I almost had an anxiety attack today. This usually happens when I am putting things off. My whole life is on the back burner but not necessarily by choice. It’s the end of the world out there. We...
Truth is stranger than fiction in Current Events
Matthew 11:19 The Son of man came eating and drinking, and they say, Behold a man gluttonous, and a winebibber, a friend of publicans and sinners. But wisdom is justified of her children. But wis...
Derpina in Current Events
Yesterday I failed to commit to not buying myself something that I do not need. It was only $15. I found a tarot card deck and I got a emotional when I decided to pass on it so I bought it. It’s ...
Exile in Current Events
Candace Owens hit the nail on the head with the atmosphere of this geopolitical nightmare we call COVID. There was a shift recently, we can feel it. The leaders are not in control. The plot is go...
Mundane in Current Events
Things are a little melancholy at work since Wednesday. Every month we have to watch a segment about safety and this one opened with some pretty sad news. Two employees from locations in America ...
Sun Day in Current Events
I am battling with my petty side at the moment. Toni had Bob over yesterday evening and I had a lot of leftover lasagna, focaccia, and minestrone in the fridge and they ate all of it. Then I am l...
Medical Heretic Rant in Current Events
This is a government form to block access from the government to your drug and pharmacy information, including vaccine status. Just throwing it out there. https://www.health.gov.on.ca/en/public/...
Air in Current Events
To make it make sense that innocent children that received the product being misrepresented as a vaccine they are pulling another variant out of thin air. Just like the delta, they didn’t and don...
Buzz, Grubs, Occult in Current Events
I am not over Diana Ankudinova. This performance, her heart and soul resonates though it. She’s up and coming over in Russia. She is haunting, her vocals. She is an enchantress. She wakes up the ...
Existential Ramblings of a Medical Heretic in Current Events
I picked up a shift yesterday. Overtime is only offered twice a year for my team. I wasn’t really feeling up to driving across the city to do an IKEA run with Toni after my shift but I really wan...
Birth Chart in Current Events
This morning on my way to my car I looked up to the sky to catch a glimpse of the moon as I always do. There she was in all of her glory shining her light down on us. I was in awe, I forgot there...
I'm Not Bitter, Just Unsweetened in Current Events
I was hoping to wake up in a better mood than what I was feeling when I went to bed, I did not. My first thought of the day was about how irrevocably out of touch the majority of Gen X is. They f...
Les Miserable in Current Events
The drive to work yesterday was absolute hell. Our first snowfall was a blizzard. Nothing was cleared yet. It took me ten minutes to get out of my parking lot and I was naive enough to think that...
Forgotten Day in Current Events
Today my country remembers the sacrifice our soldiers made so that we wouldn’t need medical papers. If veterans need a vax pass to be honoured in ceremonies today then we have forgotten. Those wh...
Sun Day in Current Events
Toni asked me last week how I felt about letting her take care of Bob’s cat for a few months while he works out of town. She’s been breaking a few tenant rules already which makes me a little unc...
Shadow Work in Current Events
I gave up on the land of the living yesterday and went to bed at 7:30 pm. It’s hard to say if I was having a bad day or if the day was having a bad me. Thursday and Friday I was in a dismal mood....
Can't Help Falling in Current Events
Do you ever just look at someone and wonder what is going on inside their head? I cannonballed down the rabbit hole, as we know. I hit the bottom and found what felt like I was looking for my who...
Neither Here Nor There in Current Events
I started my day yesterday experiencing a little anxiety and I couldn’t figure out why. I think what triggered it was Toni because on Monday she did some heavy drinking. When I got home from work...
I Did a Thing in Current Events
[TMI WARNING] I performed a coffee enema today. I’m a noob so I followed up with a couple more of just water. It was not what I expected at all. It does not hurt. I can feel the pressure from the...
Should do the Should's today in Current Events
My shifts are dropping to what they are supposed to be. I’ve got a part-time position but I have been working full-time hours for months. I have been panic shopping, so to speak, to get what I ca...
Parasite Possession in Current Events
A Naturopathic doctor that I like and respect for being a part of the truther movement posted this following video yesterday and it’s so ridiculous it hurts. The theory here is that gay men are...
Restless in Current Events
The last few nights I have not been sleeping well. I have been having some pretty intense dreams. The one I had last night included a severe injury that felt real. I can still feel it throbbing. ...
Medical Heretic, Media Heretic, Everything Heretic in Current Events
When you ask God for strength he will give you challenges. When you ask God for wisdom he will give you problems to solve. When you ask God for courage he will give you dangers to overcome. I cam...