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Growing Pains in Current Events
I don’t need to overthink my anxiety attack yesterday. I was mindful during the episode. I will also be mindful of what comes next. Depression. Things that I have been putting off caught up with ...
Lesser in Current Events
It’s a high-anxiety kind of day. I became painfully self-aware that I am not in my purpose. I’m not even doing anything to bring myself closer to it. I want to feel like I have the universe on my...
Villain Era in Current Events
I had a massage yesterday from the osteopath that my friends wanted me to meet. My shoulder feels a lot better. He used a machine to break down the scar tissue in that arm. I broke it a million y...
5 Alive in Current Events
It’s like a reset button goes off in my mind when I am sick. I am conscious of how I lose my connections to people, places and things and I can take advantage of it. I can create new habits and l...
New Year in Current Events
I have a severe case of LBS (Little Bitch Syndrome). I am going to make it a point to talk to my roommate this weekend. I will channel this Aires New Moon and grow a pair. She really has no reaso...
Salty Cracker in Current Events
I hit my monthly boiling point with my roommate. My trigger was the black ring around the inside of the bathtub that she left for days. She soaked in the tub, clearly, but didn’t wash out the bla...
Clog in Current Events
My buddy Mel from work knows the osteopath I will see next week. What a small world. He told me the story before about his friend, who was an osteopath, that fixed his shoulder. I asked him what ...
Social in Current Events
My chest is feeling a little tight at the moment. I got myself worked up. Just the usual roommate stuff. I do absolutely everything, provide absolutely everything, and she does absolutely nothing...
Intuition in Current Events
When I try to reflect on the last few days everything becomes a bit of a blur. There is nothing eventful happening right now. I’ve been letting myself get lost in Skyrim which I want to take a br...
Germ Theory is Debunked in Current Events
If it doesn’t exist, it can’t leak out of a lab. $cience takes kidney cells from a monkey and then they add a “sick sample” from an “infected” person and watch the kidney cells die. They blame th...
Shifted in Current Events
Thursday evening I went to see Swan Lake with Leanne. The last live show we saw was Chicago. I enjoyed the ballet. I’d never been to one. I thought it was cute to hear all of their little feet ru...
Lost Boy in Current Events
It was a struggle to leave my bed yesterday. I felt like I had no reason to. I didn’t have the energy to do anything either. I could have done plenty of more productive things but I didn’t have i...
One More Year Burdened, Maybe in Current Events
Yesterday I got a call from my roommate while she was at work. She forgot to submit our lease renewal. It will just get handed in late. So it’s going to be another year of being her roommate. I d...
Processed Moods in Current Events
I spent the whole day in bed. I even ate in bed. Nothing nutritious. I am letting myself wallow a bit. I failed at something, I’ll get over it. I could have been more productive today but I could...
White Flag in Current Events
I’m usually very decisive which is why I am so tortured by this physics class. Do I stay or do I go? I was confident that I had my mind made up that I would drop this physics class because I coul...
Existential and Midlife Crisis in Current Events
I’m feeling a little stunned at the moment. I decided to not attend class today. I am considering throwing in the towel altogether. It could go either way. My test is on Wednesday, I still have t...
Dark Spot in Current Events
My mind went to a very dark place last night. Toni and I started a series called Your Honor last night. The pilot was just an endless series of unfortunate events for one of the characters and I ...
Internal Melodrama in Current Events
I am trying to be mindful of what is going on in my head. It is all over the place. My emotions are all over the place as well. Actually, it’s more like my emotions are nowhere to be found. My he...
Tense in Current Events
I spent the whole day complaining about how hard my physics class is. I was telling them the funny story of how I bombed the practice questions. I felt confident enough to at least try and do the...
-Joy in Current Events
Did you know that if you reduce your coffee intake to zero you will lose the little bit of joy left in this world? It’s been 35 days since I last had a cup of coffee and I am not experiencing the...
Looking Forward in Current Events
It was nice to be back at work today after a six-day weekend. I am taking a break from my studying today. I am off tomorrow but I am back in class as well after a six-day weekend as well. I’ll st...
Luck Is On My Side in Current Events
In one of the 90 entries that I wrote over the last few days, I mentioned how uninspired I have been feeling. I recapped what my journey has been like since it started when I turned 30. I reminde...
My Journey Recap in Current Events
I realized the other day that this month is my seventh anniversary of quitting smoking. The end of May will be my seventh anniversary of going vegan. I quit coffee at the beginning of this month ...
Mathlete in Current Events
I am not cut out for a desk job. Particularly one that requires me to be on a computer all day. I can barely handle the few hours I spend studying for my physics class at my computer. I bit off m...
Small Win in Current Events
I managed to win and get my head in the right space that I wanted. I spent the whole evening deep-diving the material that we have learned from my physics class. I accept that I am slow. I need t...
