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Let Go and Let God in Current Events
Astrologers have their knickers in a twist about today. This week we are all Scorpio. They say. My chart is heavy with Scorpio and my rising is Taurus and even though I feel weighed down I prefer...
Blaspheme in Current Events
I put my castor oil pack over my lungs last night. I got a taste of what it must be like to try and sleep with a bra on. Speaking of men in bras, I accidentally added to woke supremacy the other ...
Broke the Silence in Current Events
My boss reached out to me this morning to let me know that I am entitled to bereavement pay. She helped me switch my shifts around last week to make it to a funeral but did not know whom it was f...
Shot in the Foot in Current Events
We buried my grandfather yesterday. He was a Reverend. He and my grandmother opened the first church on our reserve. He opened one in the city after my grandmother passed away. His son Adolph is ...
Projection in Current Events
I forget that I am experiencing a projection of myself when it comes to my roommate. It’s as though I am face to face with the kind of man that I used to be. A picture of my own instability. I wa...
Mercury Microwave in Current Events
I have another 5-day weekend. I changed shifts around so that I can make it to my grandfathers funeral. I was originally only supposed to work 4.5 hours for both of my scheduled shifts but I was ...
HΞRI⍭AGΞ in Current Events
My day got better after I wrote my previous entry. I got better I should say. I picked up my grandmother and then went to my mothers for a belated Easter dinner. My sister brought the portrait of...
Mood Poisoning in Current Events
Rotted, just rotted. That is my mood this morning. I don’t know where this mood came from but RETURN TO SENDER. The first thing on my consciousness this morning was the state of the world. I supp...
RIP in Current Events
My grandfather passed away a couple of days ago. I don’t know what to think or what to feel about it. I haven’t been thinking about it at all actually. I keep forgetting that it happened. Then it...
Must Be Some Taurus in the Atmosphere in Current Events
I am hoping today is the day I get that callback. I already woke up in a decent mood. Even though it snowed last night. The sun is in Taurus, the moon is in Taurus. Jupiter and Venus are on their...
Nerves in Current Events
I suppose that my nerves are getting to me. Somewhere under the surface, I am anxious about getting the call about that full-time position I applied for. TMI but it’s been a shitty day. Literally...
Calm.com in Current Events
Today feels weird. I suppose it is because I am playing the waiting game. I am waiting to hear if I am the selected candidate for the full-time position that I interviewed for. Will something pos...
Well in Current Events
I had my interview today and it went very well. I had her fawning over me by the end of it. At the end of the interview they always ask if I have any questions and then I end up interviewing them...
Third Times a Charm? in Current Events
My interview is tomorrow. I had to inform my supervisor that I applied for the position at a different location. She was on a conference call with the supervisor at the location I applied for and...
Random Opportunity in Current Events
Well split my D**** and call me Caitlyn I found a full-time position in the company that I work for at a location that is within walking distance from me. This one has a bad reputation and I don’...
Creatively Speaking in Current Events
After my previous entry my sister invited me over for a movie night with her kids. That’s just what the holistic doctored ordered. Last night Bev invited me over to continue watching His Dark Ma...
Caffeinated in Current Events
I didn’t struggle to fall asleep last night. I woke up multiple times to use the bathroom because I’m an old man now. I woke up at 6 am which used to be my sleeping-in time. I woke up excited to ...
I Am Simply Not There in Current Events
My best friend just told me that she has to put her dog down and I feel nothing inside. My reaction to everything these days has been nothing but a performance. I may be engaging with people but ...
Let Go and Let Go in Current Events
I’ve always had a rocky relationship with my phone. I’ve never liked that others have direct access to me 24/7. My relationship with the socials always becomes toxic. I need to detox from my phon...
Mundane Monday in Current Events
I wanted to go for a run after my shift yesterday but I wanted to take a cat nap first. That turned into a 5 hour nap so I missed that opportunity. Yesterday we spent the majority of our shift ou...
Monologue in Current Events
When my mind is racing and keeping me up at night it is rehearsing, on repeat, what I want to say to my roommate. Last night before bed I opened the empty dishwasher, wrapped my arm around all of...
Slump the remix in Current Events
This morning I chose passive aggression. I did to my roommate what my mother did to me when I was a deadbeat 19 year old that lived with her. I was up early and decided to be as loud as possible ...
Slump in Current Events
I sent a picture to Leanne, my bestie, this morning of my breakfast vs my roommate’s breakfast. Front and centre is my smoothie bowl and in the background is a view of my roommate on the balcony ...
Yarps in Current Events
I had one of the worst drives of my life. I was late to work and when I got there everybody was so relieved because they were worried sick about me. April blizzards = May flowers apparently. We h...
Manic Monday in Current Events
Today I am almost feeling blissed out. I feel like I have all the luck, love and lollipops on my side. I haven’t felt this since… well, they call it a spiritual awakening. I don’t have the requis...