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Mom! / Biodynamic Urban Farmer / Naturopathic Doctor / Anthroposophist / Hack Philosopher / Mystic / Avid Reader / Writer Extraordinaire / In Pursuit of Moral, Physical, and Intellectual Excellence.
If you do not possess a deep capacity for Anger, your Compassion or so-called Gentleness means nothing to me.
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In Defense of Self-Knowledge in Essays
This post is a criticism of the recent interview of Kelly Brogan, MD as printed in the Wise Traditions Summer 2022 Journal. This article may be found at WestonAPrice.org under Journal Articles ta...
Sickness, low energy, but Happy in Journal
Well I spent yesterday morning shivering (even though it’s 80F here) and barfing. The rest of the day sipping liquids and laying down to keep the stomach cramps at bay. Today I’m feeling better b...
There are two kinds of certainty. There are the coffee shop philosophers who have the answer to everything and it’s just that simple, period. They’re the period people. They are certain about sp...
It's never Personal in Journal
Abuse, that is. It is we, the victim, who personalizes abuse. It’s just easier that way. It’s easier when we convince ourselves that we have some kind of influence over what is happening. It’s a...
Lately, WOW in Journal
So much happening. Crypto markets are bleeding out so there isn’t much to do atm except try to ignore it and wait. No point messing around with a portfolio ~60% down lol DH got another raise the ...
Good Friends in Journal
make life a whole lot better. It’s not just that I enjoy the time and connection that we have together, but that I feel equally valuable and valued by another person who has zero obligations or n...
Musings and in Journal
boring predictability. Does anyone else find the predictable insufferably boring? I suppose in a melancholic way, it can be reassuring. Mostly for fear of change and moral clarity. I am currentl...
I entered the college dorm common room and sat on the far end of the single couch, next to the end table and lamp. I settled in to write. I had my laptop and also old fashioned pen and paper note...
Double Entry... in Journal
I made lasagna and it smells so freaking good. 2 for 3? Crypto market is down, but not for 2 of 3 of the new assets I decided to dabble in. The 2 are up slightly. win? Things have been… interest...
the Fucking Liar. I should have known all along. She’s always been a bitch. The only reason she ever asked me what I liked or wanted, was to punish me with it. After I had my son, about 4 month...
I’m a competitive person. I like being good. Not just good. I love and relish the pride, the confidence, the self-esteem of doing something difficult, well. So when I receive criticism, I love i...
Starting to Think I had the Ick in Journal
or something, since W is now coughing and acting fatigued, as I felt for the last 2 weeks. Thought it was just my preggo hormones/energy getting me down. I felt like a human yesterday for the fir...
I wrote a letter to FIL, and I don’t think I’ll share it, here. But here are my contemplative ruminations on it. After his wife, my DH’s mother, and my MIL, died last November, I have thought wi...
I am so TIRED in Journal
I have just about zero energy. The first couple weeks- few weeks, even- I was working out and walking and playing all day with my ham. Now I’m lucky if I make dinner. Waking up SUCKS so hard. I w...
That Much Less in Journal
Drama. I received an apology today from someone who acted aggressively, angrily and with hurtful intent toward me a little over a year ago. I must say the relief is just palpable, for me. And, I...
Crypto is Doing a Whole Lot of in Journal
Nothin’. Annoying. I want to poke it with a stick. Do something. I bought myself a pregnancy journal and am keeping my logs in there. I like the idea of having something physical, and also person...
Our journey of in Journal
TTC has come to a happy end. I’m excited, naturally. I feel giddy most of the time like bubbles rising in my stomach… Or is that nausea? 😅 Seriously though I am just ecstatic. I’m literally sit...
It's Tax Season in Journal
and the first time we’re doing Crypto on the tax forms. Also the first time we have enough assets to even shake a stick at. It reminds me that most people pay professionals to do this. lol. I’m ...
Snarky clever remarks in Journal
Never come to me in the right moments. Why do you fail me, brain?! BM asked me right as we came in the door for birthday dinner: “Are you a pisces?! Or no? Then Aries right?” It occurred to me as...
Wow wow wow in Journal
I guess my subconscious was right. I fought for it, I trusted it, I asked for it, and it delivers. Who needs God? I feel so good- ok n top of the world. Other than our son is sick rn, nothing c...
The Dead that are Not Dead in Dreams
There was a disaster of some sort- a fire, perhaps- and the death of the rescuers. I entered the place, and it was destroyed mostly but for a room or 2. The bodies of the dead rescuers had been p...
Conversations Which in Journal
leave me unsatisfied. DH and I talked about our experience of his family at the 30-or-so people gathering yesterday. It went something like this. Me: “I noticed that I have a lot of anxiety aro...
My Dad and His in Journal
sister are like 2 peas in a pod. My dad is fervently right and my aunt is vehemently left. I don’t know why it took me so long to piece it together. They’re both very reactive, uncritical to the...
I'm Having a Great Day in Journal
And, I’m not sure what I want to say. I feel an expectation to be useful to other people, here. I don’t particularly mind that expectation, but I also want to acknowledge it and identify that I d...
In third person perspective, I saw/experienced a house like the one from ‘a handmaidens tale’ with a whole slew of servants, which served a wealthy family. They were mostly white- I think- and I ...
