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Mom! / Biodynamic Urban Farmer / Naturopathic Doctor / Anthroposophist / Mystic / Avid Reader / Writer Extraordinaire / In Pursuit of Moral, Physical, and Intellectual Excellence.
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Some trees in Journal
I’m outside, writing. And I noticed as I look up, the intense aura of these 2 trees across the street. I’m sitting under the blessed pine which is about 3 times the hight of our house and acts l...
My Before & After in Journal
pics always seem to happen after I’ve already started my whatever journey I’m doing. It’s not very scientific of me. But, it does seem to be largely a chronic pattern. In which, I spontaneou...
Resistance and Unexpected Return in Dreams
I was younger - or at least had a younger body- and I entered with some acquaintances a sort of park. It was resigned for young adults. Of which I guess maybe I still am, especially realizing we...
Bombs have been cracking my skill open this week. One after another. Bam. Bam. Bam. Brains on the floor. What if I’m not wrong? For as long as I can recall, I have had a basic and unexamined ...
Mine is slow in Meditations
Vision changes, a perception of spaciousness, the light and depth seem somehow hyper real- surreal. Many describe their journey as an instantaneous transition to something else - some other ki...
That 9-9-9 tho in Journal
Anything happen on the 9-9-9 for anybody? I believe this time is truly magical. If I didn’t have a direct perception of it, I would certainly know by how hard the system tries to distract peop...
What do Butterflies do? in Meditations
I’m sitting here at the park with my kids and noticed that I can really see the auras around the trees very clearly. It’s midday. Typically I only “notice” them at dawn or dusk. I know that the...
I See Through in Journal
And a veil of innocence dissipates. As I began the process of getting our property off of the tax rolls, last year, I had no idea what I was actually doing. I began with anger-outrage, reall...
Theory and Practice in Essays
Of weather restoration and clearing the skies. The very first point, which may be difficult for some, is to observe the difference between natural weather and unnatural weather. Because what I ...
Indulgence in Journal
Is something I’m beginning to come to terms with. One of the things that has always been a thought presence for me is a disdain for emotional indulgence. The more that I feel into this presenc...
The Sun Rises and in the Morning in Journal
And my stinking cute tiny wood campstove Although halfway through the morning the sky went all funky again; I can already feel it clearing, I don’t need to test it. Kind of makes me think ...
Up Here is Something Else in Journal
The energy is amazing. Aside from the haze that had little bit of a hold and didn’t want to dissipate for a bit, nothing has come up. At all. Which, around even a moderately populated area is p...
The sun gets Funky in Journal
As we arrive in West Branch We parked and at at a Flipping Fantastic restaurant called the Tipsy Bear. And afterwards the sky completely cleared up except for a bit to the south. This is fac...
Pics of the Drive North in Journal
Just at the airport, the line of opaque haze is more obvious As well as the abrupt end of discrete clouds. A bit further north becomes more dramatic in the difference And yet the sky right...
Some observations in Journal
Sky above St Charles headed north Obvious blue blue sky with discrete clouds, and still about halfway up the horizon is where the lines in the sky begin, followed by opaque haze. There is cl...
Made by Human in Journal
Is anything made by humans anymore in general society? So much of what I have is hand made. These things are so different than machine made counterparts. I made a bunch of elderberry syrup t...
My Past Lives in Meditations
And current purpose Show up really meaningfully. I met a part of me that was forged through persistent, direct contact with animals throughout a life that my spirit experienced long ago. It’...
Staring at the night sky, in Journal
I felt that same feeling of spaciousness within mySelf which increasingly has become my default; a feeling of beingness and of wholeness. I realized that I’m all here, right now. It is the same...
Holy butts in Journal
Did I just read exactly what I have been going through
Whirling history in Journal
It has been coming back in the most peculiar ways. I see a particular cloud formation. And, I remember something from when I was very young. Too young to have had much executive function in my...
Sometimes, in Journal
I am surprised by the dramatic effect of energetic interventions. Whenever I see a result that I wasn’t expecting, I feel so deeply affected. My spirit soars and feels renewed. Since I definit...
Reflections from a Book in Journal
I can see how this explains my experience; If I take into accounts that my ‘parts’ are astral personas and my lower blinded consciousness is the physical-mental consciousness, only receiving ...
Life is weird. in Journal
I’ll start by saying that I have at least 2 distinct awarenesses. No, they’re not waking and sleeping… I have forever had an awareness of my dreaming. Not just after the fact but during the fac...
Oh to have a Childhood in Journal
Looking at bugs and playing in the dirt for hours. That’s what my kids do, btw 🤣 I love that their attention and focus can be on such simple things, enlivened by nothing save their own imagin...
Effortless Manifestation in Journal
[url=https://postimg.cc/ZWrm5DSk][/url] We were Spirit guided to this land in Michigan near to West Branch. Part of the deal, when we agreed to follow the Spirit last year, was that we were not...
