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As an Energetic Law of the Universe Outside of the religious context, Repentance doesn’t get a lot of attention. And, inside the religious context, repentance has some extremely negative connot...

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“Lack of energy is what put a lid on your memory,” don Juan said. “When you have sufficient energy, your memory will work fine.” “Don Juan’s argument was that I had two choices. One was to foll...

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Yesterday, I awoke with something that I hadn’t bad conscious access to for 17 years. I got up and showered in the dark. I didn’t turn on my lights. The night before, we had gone out into the ...

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The quality of this word has grown for me over the weekend. As I recapitulate the experience of seeing my eyes in the mirror as silver alien saucers, I feel an undeniable surge of pleasant ene...

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In the mirror appeared too big for my face. I blinked. They were mine. I studied them. Silvery fog, ringed by lighter color and darker towards the center. They grew slightly or contracted sligh...

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I woke up with a profound realization and memories that I haven’t had access to in 17 years. I woke up and remembered the moment that I wished away my ability to see energy and spirit. I wishe...

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Throughout my time in the Denial Years, I was still acting and living from the same place. Or, the same forces were acting on me and being transmitted through me, digested and transformed, into ...

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I feel like I been hit over the head - right into Oz. Or somewhere similarly magical. I woke up with incredible insights into my life. My childhoods. Consciousnesses. Perception. And energy. ...

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I felt astonished by her beauty. I stood in the cold for many minutes, oblivious to my hands and face becoming red and painful. This morning, she still graced us with her magical presence even...

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It’s so difficult to remember what day something happened anymore. I constantly check the calendar. My sense of time has gone completely. Uuhg. Duh. I just remembered I started that mushroom s...

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I had a feeling that I’d dreamt something of great importance. Something that I needed to remember. I need to remember this I thought to myself, repeatedly. I had a sense of a world spanning...

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and Humility. Always in balance. Always dancing and throwing more shit for the other to catch! Lmao On the front of work and giving and striving to “evolve”- I have realized I’m stalling and ...

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Feelings of anxiety constrict my chest. “Now you’ve made a mess.” I cringe. I say that sometimes, when my kids make a mess. It’s a funny thing to say. We already know there’s a mess. Why say i...

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I’ll preface the by saying that this dream was very unusual for me. The overall feeling is confusion. Unexpectedness. Completely off the wall. In my dream, I was driving my grandmother and one...

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I’ve been on a hunt, of late, to satisfy my interest in my self. Small self, if that wasn’t obvious. I am enneagram numbers 4 and 8. First, number 4: The Individualist. Fours are self-awar...

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It has been suggested to me that I am spiritually bypassing. I didn't know what that meant so I looked it up.  Spiritual bypassing refers to the tendency to use spiritual beliefs and practices...

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and gratitude fills my heart today. I recognize now like one looking back on a dream, that even my want to defend myself against my mother’s egoic ignorance is a wounded healer dynamic. Gratit...

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I’m an aquarian, doesn’t mean I’m an asshole. I’ve had a hellova time. Reading my chart, back in the day.... felt really depressing. My sun is square to my ascendent. I’ve got four (4) yes, FO...

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I dreamt that I was at some place with my kids. It seemed like an ordinary place, but the people there were very primitive. I don’t mean their culture or race or anything meaningless like that. ...

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I suddenly feel so reminiscent of my mother’s comforting pass times. I got up before dawn, came down in the dark quiet and meditated undisturbed for as long as I liked. I got up and did a few ch...

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I have dreamt the last few night about being in the character of each zodiacal sign. At least, I believe that I have been in each of them. Some of them I don’t remember. But, as I come to with...

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to the nature of this realm. To cognizining it’s nature and feeling mine; as they interact, and unfold in Beautiful synchronicity. I feel the presence of the Earth, and the Sky. Even as I type...

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was a post that I saw, yesterday. From an old acquaintance who, recently, has been taking on the mantle of anti-patriarchal pagan witch champion. Of course it is, I thought. Of course it is. ...

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As I began to review my list from just under a month ago, I feel struck by the first line. I didn’t read any further. I feel impressed upon, and awe. I don’t even remembered writing this, but t...

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inside me seems to mirror the external world. I feel so expansive. I see the neediness for connection and it’s response- defensiveness of personal space; the wish for a protector warrior with ...

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