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One coat of lime plaster; After one coat of limewash; The quarter wall; The quarter wall is almost done. It’s a smaller wall but it’s proving to be a bigger pain because it’s just a couple f...

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is such a mindfuck. This new revelation that I had in relation to my dad has given me another great insight. That I can have an objective (to me) value. That my value is not dictated moment-by...

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I was in the passenger seat of a truck. The driver had parked and got out to do something. I looked outside through the partially open window-a crank window. There was a little campfire about th...

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I’ve noticed that people are busy. Like, they plan things around other things. All the things are plans. And stuff friendships and family in between sports, extracurriculars, programs, etc. I...

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Something I never really had any words for, spelled out in a book written before I was born. Before my husband was born. And yet… Eerily resonant. I now sort of can glimpse that wrestling angs...

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The plaster was so much easier to mix and put on than I thought. Just a base layer. Might have to come back in a week to see how it did. Excited to see how it holds up.

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For the first time in a long time, I was really quite scared, disturbed, etc. I can no longer remember the detail of the dream, which for me is quite unusual. What I remember is that I was in a...

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Who really really despises AI images? With how freakish they look. I feel something indescribably horrible when I look at them. It’s like a deformed creature putting on a human suit. And not a...

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Pretty stoked the whole north wall is completely covered. Working on the quarter west wall that is behind a shed still. A little bit intimidated by lime plaster as it needs a pozzalinic additive...

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Progress on the whole cob wall is nearing halfway. After that one is complete, I’ll start on the quarter wall that still needs to be covered. Probably won’t do any windows in that one because it...

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My dreams have been deep lately. I can tell because when I wake up in the night, I’m like, damn. And I stay awake for awhile just trying to integrate what insight or wisdom came through. And I...

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I experience big ones and little ones. Today, I am aware of a particularly big one. I remember falling sleep to the somewhat troubling conundrum of my unconscious habits. Most poignantly sur...

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It’s free. It’s abundant. It can make stuff. Even buildings. Converting this old kennel/chicken coop into a greenhouse. And of course building the north wall with cob to test out the building ...

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How I was just complaining about not wanting to start a business or go out of my way to do all this work, and yet here I am doing A LOT of work 😂 I’m not lazy. I never have been. I think I just...

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My converted chicken kennel greenhouse is coming along Need to think of something for the door 🤔 either some way to attach the film and have buffers or put on a panel of plastic … Somethin...

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Today has been charmed. Just, all of it. Listening to Reality Transurfing has been a trip and a half- its like listening to the methodology recipe I didn’t know existed for the last 2 years ...

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Yesterday on Joel’s call, I had such an interesting experience. I as deliberating about speaking. Usually, if I am deliberating, I assume that I just need to do it. This time I didn’t make t...

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Have really spoken to me, lately. Last night I was up about 5 times. I looked at the moon with my son who was up in the middle of the night a few times not feeling well. It was pretty hazy out...

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For a little under a decade now, I have been aware of two major astrological charts and their differences; The Tropical, and the Sidereal. While I found proponents for Sidereal, there are very...

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I have a fickle relationship to money. I used to believe it was evil and everyone who had it was evil and I didn’t have any. The. I Chang my mind and now I have money. It really messes with ...

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Yesterday, I worked all day until I knew it was time to go to the post office- an errand I do every Monday. Moments before we leave the house, I get a call form the sheriff’s office that my docu...

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A distinct sense of my own argumentativeness. I percieved and felt into it for awhile. Not in a judgemental way. Simply in an open and curious way. I felt such an affectionate holding for it. ...

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Transformative. I have Scorpio ascendant. Scorpio the sign of transmutation, transformation; death, and rebirth. Ascendant being the outward projected personality people experience. I really p...

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Right now as I looked out the window and saw something- whether it was a man, a dog, a being, but something- and then I saw nothing, that I often only see things when other people are asleep. ...

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I feel the push-pull of fear and duty pulling me forward. Pulling me inexorably into the future. As I go, I feel emotions, feelings, relationships pass through me as they are finally purified,...

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