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is not a goal to strive toward by grasping and attaining for oneself, but a state to move into in order to receive it. Understanding is a place. It is a FEELING resonance. Which once we arrive...

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Almost moment by moment, of the seemingly impossible things that keep happening. They keep happening. I look down at my own body; my legs, my feet. They are planted firmly. I feel my muscles....

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I don’t know how I know this. But I feel it. It’s in my bones. It’s in the way heart is melting and shivering with the intensity. I recognize in some indescribable way my peers. They appear to...

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11:11:11 “And it was so on the morrow, that Sha’ul put the people in three companies; and they came into the midst of the host in the morning watch and slew the Ammoniym until the heat of the d...

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In knowing I spoke to Joel today and it was refreshing. Reassuring. A nice way to hash out with someone who has experienced these things and know that I’m not crazy. Or particularly in dire str...

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Woken up. I gathered my self to get up. I felt tired, my eyes heavy. I accepted this. None of my habitual resentment. I brought to mind my choices. To be excited or to be in shame. I conscious...

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of excitement. It’s taken me a while. Maybe I’m dense. I saw several memories as visions as well as imagined futures, and ones that could have been. I recognized the feeling quality which g...

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The Toltecs say that there is a realm of pure affection which underlies this entire realm. I don’t know if any of that is true or not. But I do feel this affection. I feel it like a vague (but ...

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Enough to run around outside with my son for a few hours. We built a big sledding ramp with snow and sled down it a bunch. I also just ran around for no reason other than I felt like it. I hav...

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I woke up with a vision. A nostalgic thoughtfulness which brought me dreamily back to my childhood, my own children, and how I perceive that we are commanded. Not through text, or any book or ...

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“When we study the human astral body, we must necessarily turn our attention to the most prominent aspect of man’s astral body in the way that it manifests itself on the Earth. This is conscious...

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Last night I dreamt of this general theme. I woke seeing a figure of a man sitting in lotus position backlit by a divine golden light. I woke to this image several times. I have a sense that tha...

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Insecurity that I can’t quite identify plagues my mind. The sense of realness of this place is starting to ebb. I remember how Black Beauty was redeemed. And I wonder if the so-called flyers ar...

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“ordinarily, dreamers are merely voyeurs. The way your journey turned out, you two got a ringside seat and lived the old sorcerers’ damnation. What happened to them was precisely what happened t...

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The act of recalling my dreams has started to take on a new character. I feel that I remember my dreams, and that there is a portal into it. A wisp or a fragment which can transport me into it....

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The county recorders office and Out of some background haze a woman greeted me at the counter. “What can I do for you today?” She asked. I gave her the quilt claim deed. She tried to read it...

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Sweeping the kitchen I become aware. Who is sweeping the kitchen? Who made the decision? Who is running this program? Because it is a program.... It is not something I consciously decided...

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Is it possible to dream ourselves into a new reality? Right out of the division and vampirism. And into a universal type of peace. I don’t mean anything so idealistic that I, or any one pers...

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I was out in a very strange place. It was mountainous, not unlike Sedona. I came into a group setting, again not unlike the one in Sedona. Except I was finding myself on the top of a bluff, in...

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As an Energetic Law of the Universe Outside of the religious context, Repentance doesn’t get a lot of attention. And, inside the religious context, repentance has some extremely negative connot...

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“Lack of energy is what put a lid on your memory,” don Juan said. “When you have sufficient energy, your memory will work fine.” “Don Juan’s argument was that I had two choices. One was to foll...

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Yesterday, I awoke with something that I hadn’t bad conscious access to for 17 years. I got up and showered in the dark. I didn’t turn on my lights. The night before, we had gone out into the ...

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The quality of this word has grown for me over the weekend. As I recapitulate the experience of seeing my eyes in the mirror as silver alien saucers, I feel an undeniable surge of pleasant ene...

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In the mirror appeared too big for my face. I blinked. They were mine. I studied them. Silvery fog, ringed by lighter color and darker towards the center. They grew slightly or contracted sligh...

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I woke up with a profound realization and memories that I haven’t had access to in 17 years. I woke up and remembered the moment that I wished away my ability to see energy and spirit. I wishe...

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