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6:00 PM So from sometime in my early teens up until I was 18 & 1/2 I had a messy sleep schedule, staying up late, getting poor sleep, messing with my already hectic mood and emotion cycles so...

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3:00 PM I just got on to Easy Diary and was looking at some of the entries people had written, just skimming through and then I looked over and lo and behold one of my entries was Weekly Readers ...

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5:00 PM I had a bad dream last night, it wasn’t bad as in scary but it was one that was not enjoyable. Most of the day since I woke up has been online playing payday 2 with my friends. Been into ...

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12:10 PM Today I woke up and fell back asleep a couple of times, this time always reverting back into the dream I was previously in which was me being locked up in an asylum and trying to escape ...

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10:30 PM So before I woke up I had several dreams, one involving school, and the other involved my nephew (growing up was my best friend) and he was the pilot of a small plane and we flew around ...

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7:40 PM Just a note, The time I leave is never accurate to me publishing this entry, In fact I write the time before I start writing and usually takes between 10-20 minutes to finish because of...

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(2 PM The doctor gave me 2 pieces of paper, one for september and the other for october and he told me to write an event for each day that made my mood change and how it made me feel and the impa...

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7:20 PM This is the first time in about 3 weeks-a month where I am writing this first on My-Diary instead of Easy Diary, just a personal note. I have been feeling mixed today with some high’s and...

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11:50 PM, Note I am not the author of this poem. Dreams Destroying my sleep How can hurt reach so deep? Waking up is too much effort Sleep is a luxury I can’t afford Depression overwhelms my sou...

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4:50 PM So I woke up a little early today from a long and slightly more realistic like dream. I have yet to fully understand when I am dreaming, especially if I dream about something that could b...

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4:30 PM Had a long and good nights sleep last night, I slept in till noon which I really enjoyed. I had to get an oil change today, didn’t take long but it cost around $40 bucks but I needed it d...

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1:40 PM Throughout the day I think of all the things I want to put into an entry in my diary and when I get around to actually start writing I just stop, like I forget everything I talked about i...

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5:30 PM I have been feeling very lazy lately and have not really wanted to write in my diaries. I hate when I get this way but I let myself do it, I have been going to the pool the last few days ...

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1:40 PM I know it has been a few days since I last wrote but nothing really happened and I get this feeling of not wanting to write or even give an effort to write an entry. I went swimming the p...

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7:00 PM Today has gone pretty fast, I went this morning with my mother to do some errands which includes going to the post office, the pharmacy, and the store. Because gamestop is right next door...

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3:10 PM So the new med seems to be working with my depression and nighttime anxiety at least so far but I still need that extra help falling asleep and since I am not on saphris anymore I do not ...

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7:30 PM Today has been a very short day for me, I went to bed at midnight (I again had to take a sleep pill in order to fall asleep) and slept in till 3:00 PM and I still didn’t even want to get ...

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The last 2 days have gone by fast. After what had happened with my supposed friend I was really hurting and in need of some relief. I hadn’t messed with Mary for a while but I decided to get some...

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8:30 PM I would like to thank everyone who leaves me notes, it means alot that you all care and I enjoy reading your opinions. Today for the most part was a good day, I got my first check and wa...

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So I got a call today from the nurse telling me what to do about my recent change in depression. I have been put on Seroquel ​and got some free samples this afternoon, here is what the instructio...

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11:00 AM So yesterday the stuff hit the fan and my moods swung wild all day long. For most of the morning and early afternoon I was super depressed and then out of nowhere I have a major manic ep...

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1:15 PM This whole month has been pretty bad for me mentally. For about 2 years or so I have been on welbrutin and that hasn’t worked and I haven’t talked to my new meds guy about it yet so tomor...

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3:50 PM Today has been pretty slow for me and not very good. This month, other then my announcement (You will have to look on my other diary at http://www.my-diary.org/read/d/865438 for that entr...

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so I had a pretty intense dream last night that involved a carnival, clowns, a spinning carnival ride that I needed to escape but kept getting stuck on, my sister and I looked up some of the inte...

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8:00 PM So today I have been in a good mood, I haven’t had to see my step dad at all since he is in the hospital and my mom is feeling better. I really didn’t like having to go to therapy today b...

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