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Fuck Christmas. in Since OD is shutting down....
I don’t want to sound too bahumbug, but I’m not not feeling the whole Christmas cheer. It feels like just another day. I also didn’t have the greatest day at work and I don’t have anyone to talk ...
School schedule, heart hurts. in Since OD is shutting down....
Alright so I didn’t sleep well last night at all. Because I was feeling so impatient and annoyed with my weight, I took a diet pill and it made it hard to breathe and my heart has hurt since last...
Feeling panicky. in Since OD is shutting down....
I didn’t do much today other than eat right, give my brother a ride to his car at his work, exercise and watch tv. I noticed that someone I worked with has deleted me off Facebook and it’s bother...
Job email, bedtime. in Since OD is shutting down....
Anyways, so I watched my Keeping Up With the Kardashians and now I’m in my room getting ready for bed. I took my relax and sleep pill and waiting for my wine to help me get sleepy. I took a littl...
FUCK YOU!!!! 'personal trainer' in Since OD is shutting down....
Yeah ok so I talk about my weight loss issues and some fucktard had the nerve to leave me a note saying how I was looking at it as a teenager would and I’m probably between the ages of 18-24 and ...
Weight loss issues. in Since OD is shutting down....
I’m getting kinda frustrated with my weight. It’s just not happening as fast as I’d like it to or like it has before. I even did water pills for 2 days and all it did was make me super dehydrated...
Good week, Christmas shopping, tired. in Since OD is shutting down....
I have to say it’s been a good week. Nothing went horribly wrong, feeling alright with things and glad I’m on break from school. Work is going alright. We had some issues with another store wher...
Work, interview, glad it's almost the weekend. in Since OD is shutting down....
I did the book buy back and got back some money so I can buy gifts for my niece. I also made my car payment yesterday so I don’t have to worry about it for the rest of the week. Last night I was ...
Final went great, now officially on break. in Since OD is shutting down....
I did my final test in 13 minutes and got 98/100! I couldn’t be happier! I knew that I would do well since I find that stuff super easy but it’s just nice to have it over with. I came home and wo...
Med Term final in a few. in Since OD is shutting down....
I’m just getting up and ready to go take my final and then after I gotta get a couple of things from Walmart. I’m gonna maybe get some water pills and see if they help. My weight has gone up some...
Chores done, studying, hanging out at home. in Since OD is shutting down....
It started getting super cold yesterday and it snowed just a dusting early this morning. It’s still sunny and bright for a few more minutes until the sun goes down but it’s been very cold today s...
Break from work is nice. in Since OD is shutting down....
It’s been very nice having my days off and tomorrow will be day 4 since I won’t be working Monday’s anymore. I’m not thrilled to work Thursday night and then come back Friday morning but then I w...
Feeling better. in Since OD is shutting down....
So I think yesterday’s meltdown was due to being tired. I was just exhausted and anytime something happens that is already emotionally difficult to deal with, it seems 10x worse from not being re...
A little bit better outlook. in Since OD is shutting down....
Alright so I’ve taken a couple of naps on the couch and now that I feel more rested, I’m thinking with a clear mind. I’m still trying to make sense of my conversation with him earlier and glad th...
Emotionally drained, nap time. in Since OD is shutting down....
Just a quick entry before I lay down and nap. I want to start out with saying that what happened this morning is completely and utterly my fault and I blame myself entirely. I took my niece to ge...
Hectic week, back hurts, tired. in Since OD is shutting down....
It’s been kind of a shitty week and I’m very glad I don’t work again until Tuesday afternoon. Monday night was a fucking joke, Tuesday night I ended up leaving early due to a mishap at work, Wedn...
Kickboxing, work, missed my test. in Since OD is shutting down....
I got up at the usual time, did my usual morning stuff and then decided to go back to bed instead of going to take my test. I’m just so fucking over Anatomy and getting to the point where I can’t...
Woke up feeling the same way. in Since OD is shutting down....
It helps having my niece around because she always cheers me up. I love playing with her and just forgetting about my problems. After she went to sleep last night, I stayed up and did some online...
Rent went up, new job needed. in Since OD is shutting down....
So I was going to work a double today until I got my thing from housing yesterday and come to find out, my rent went up about $90. I am not going to be able to work a lot or else it ends up just ...
I'm so fucking tired. in Since OD is shutting down....
I honestly can’t wait to get off work tonight so I can come home and go to bed. I have to leave here soon and hoping it’s a good night. I’m super fucking tired and didn’t even want to do Zumba to...
Weight loss, school, depression study. in Since OD is shutting down....
OK so yesterday was great for a lot of reasons. It was just an overall great day because I chose to not let anything bring me down. I was in a good mood the whole day and I don’t know if it’s bec...
Some people really suck at taking hints. in Since OD is shutting down....
Yall remember me talking about the dude from NY? He still texts me everyday and talks about us seeing each other but tonight had the fucking nerve to ask me to buy him a ticket online?! Um are yo...
I need a new outlook on the past. in Since OD is shutting down....
Alright so I worked like 10 hours today so I’m exhausted. It’s almost 1 am and I should be sleeping but I’m off tomorrow an I’m going to be sleeping the fuck in no matter what so it’s okay. I jus...
Everywhere I turn, there's another bad memory! in Since OD is shutting down....
So I looked forward to going out to eat with a friend and everything was going along fine until I ran into my ex. I wouldn’t even have noticed him until he had to talk to me. I was putting food o...
Forgot to talk about a couple of things. in Since OD is shutting down....
I just woke up a little bit a go and I’m about to start my homework. I’d like to get it done so that I can just focus on relaxing after. I’m still super fucking tired and plan to take a nap when ...
