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Isolated, suicide hotline, trapped. in Since OD is shutting down....
I’m just not feeling good about anything. It just seems no matter how hard I work, I’m just not getting anywhere. Every time I get my car loan paid down to a lower amount where I feel comfortable...
A brief entry before work. in Since OD is shutting down....
I’ve gotten a lot of much needed sleep this weekend and feel so much better. I hung out with my niece some yesterday and was able to get in a nap and be in bed by like 10 or so. Sleep is such an ...
My little brother went to the crazy house. in Since OD is shutting down....
Alright so yesterday I was on the phone with my Mom and I could tell things were tense in their house. My little brother was threatening to kill my Mom, cussing her out and then I heard a loud cr...
Tired, day off, not so grumpy. in Since OD is shutting down....
I was in a horrible mood last night at work and was about to fucking break down. I was just getting so pissed at the customers, my co-workers and just wanted to come home and go to bed. I was jus...
Deactivated Facebook, left work early last night. in Since OD is shutting down....
I don’t know, I just continued to stay in a bad mood last night to the point where I was physically sick and decided to leave early. Nobody seemed to give too much of a fuck and I ended up only m...
I'm ready for some new people in my life. in Since OD is shutting down....
Ok so it’s already been a pretty hectic week and it’s only Wednesday. I didn’t get much of a chance to study for my test this morning and I am very sure to have failed it. I also haven’t gotten s...
Quick entry. in Since OD is shutting down....
So this weekend was a good time. I enjoyed myself and actually got to have some fun. I hung out with my family yesterday and we went over to their friends house where we all got super drunk, ate ...
Promotion stuff, tension at work. in Since OD is shutting down....
Alright so Tuesday night I stuck around and watching a manager do inventory, and do the deposit. It doesn’t seem that hard but once you also incorporate having to learn how to make all the food, ...
Work, sleep, brother being needy. in Since OD is shutting down....
So I’m going to start with work as I’m super excited and need to get it out there. Not only am I scheduled for like 32 hours this week but I am scheduled until 11:45 Thursday night which means I’...
Interviews, school, work. Blah! in Since OD is shutting down....
Alright so I had an interview yesterday at a call center here close to where I live. It lasted for 3 hours and the starting pay is $12/hr! Holy shit right!!! Well, I realized when I was there tha...
Tired, homework, glad it's the weekend. in Since OD is shutting down....
Last night I didn’t get off work at home until after 10pm. I didn’t get to sleep until around midnight so I slept in kinda late. My alarm went off at 8:45 and I didn’t get ready to leave until ab...
I make mistakes too. in Since OD is shutting down....
Definitely got a few notes on my last entry!!! I generally do NOT invite dudes over without meeting them in public first but this guy just seemed like I could trust that things would go okay. I f...
No point in searching for something that doesn't exist. in Since OD is shutting down....
Alright so I feel like I’ve hit an all time low. I texted that one dude for awhile last night, the one that came over but I was too chicken to actually let him in. Well then I started talking to ...
I feel like an asshole. in Since OD is shutting down....
Alright so I’ve been emailing this one dude since last week and then last night we exchanged phone numbers. I gave him my address and he was gonna come cuddle with me for a couple of hours and th...
Weekend is almost over. in Since OD is shutting down....
I’ve spent a lot of time studying, cleaning, sleeping, and hanging out with my niece this weekend. It’s been very relaxing and I feel more rested. I turned in my app to the YMCA to see about gett...
Snap Fitness bs, depressed, just over it. in Since OD is shutting down....
Alright so work was just downright ridiculous last night. Everyone I loved seeing everyday is now either working at the other store, is training somewhere far away or has since quit. I feel reall...
Feeling pretty good about rejection. in Since OD is shutting down....
So I went to my class and got the voicemail as I was leaving the school that I did not get chosen and I should apply for other jobs at the hospital. I thought it would bother me more than it real...
Just livin. in Since OD is shutting down....
So I’ve had a pretty relaxed weekend and it’s back to the work and school grind tomorrow. I printed out a 7 day free pass to a gym that’s about 2 blocks away from me so I’m gonna check that out b...
I live this life everyday. in Since OD is shutting down....
Haha I just heard that line from a Jason Aldean song. Anyways, I just got done coloring my hair. I got it cut earlier so it’s a little bit shorter and she blended my layers so I don’t have just o...
Interview, school, not enough sleep. in Since OD is shutting down....
I’ll talk about my interview first. I believe it went rather well and I should know within a week if I get hired or not. It was a group interview type thing where it was only me and 3 other chick...
Paystubs, interview, whatever. in Since OD is shutting down....
Alright so I went to work in a pretty shitty mood and by the time I left it did improve. She finally texted back and let me know she had to fix my email address (obviously, considering it kept te...
In a really shitty mood. in Since OD is shutting down....
My job is making me so glad I’m looking for something else. I’ve texted the boss again about my paystub situation at 9 this morning and it’s now almost 3pm with no response! I also love how every...
I wish I had more people to talk to. in Since OD is shutting down....
I’ve been massively sick all weekend. I’ve done nothing but eat and sleep the past 2 days. I’m completely sick of this now. I want to feel better already. I’m getting really impatient. Oh and I’...
Just a quick entry. in Since OD is shutting down....
It’s about 1am here and I’m looking to get to bed because I don’t want to spend my day off sleeping. So, I have my interview at the hospital at 10:30 Tuesday morning. I don’t want to spend a lot ...
Ugh, decisions need to be made. in Since OD is shutting down....
For starters, I managed to get a cold. Throat hurts, can’t stop sneezing, can’t get warm and my body hurts all over. Lovely. Then, it decided to snow last night. It’s not really sticking but it’s...
