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I need a new outlook on the past. in Since OD is shutting down....
Alright so I worked like 10 hours today so I’m exhausted. It’s almost 1 am and I should be sleeping but I’m off tomorrow an I’m going to be sleeping the fuck in no matter what so it’s okay. I jus...
Everywhere I turn, there's another bad memory! in Since OD is shutting down....
So I looked forward to going out to eat with a friend and everything was going along fine until I ran into my ex. I wouldn’t even have noticed him until he had to talk to me. I was putting food o...
Forgot to talk about a couple of things. in Since OD is shutting down....
I just woke up a little bit a go and I’m about to start my homework. I’d like to get it done so that I can just focus on relaxing after. I’m still super fucking tired and plan to take a nap when ...
Holy shit I was tired. in Since OD is shutting down....
It’s been a very long week. I’ve been at work until at least midnight all week and all I wanted was to sleep today but my brother wanted me to come for Thanksgiving. I ate like a fat kid loves ca...
Counseling, work, super tired. in Since OD is shutting down....
I just got back from counseling and have to leave for work in about an hour. I was the only manager at work last night and needless to say, my stress level went from 4 to 675 in a matter of minut...
Stressed beyond my fucking limit. in Since OD is shutting down....
Alright so I was at work until almost midnight last night trying to figure out the deposit because just as I was almost done, someone had to start talking to me and completely broke my concentrat...
Sleep was nice. in Since OD is shutting down....
I got a good nights sleep and now I just want more! My boss text me and asked if I minded closing 3 nights again and I told her I wasn’t completely excited about it but I love my job so it’s fine...
Work, studying, needing sleep, my heart is closed off. in Since OD is shutting down....
Ok so I worked noon to 5 ish yesterday and noon to 4:30 today. I had my niece last night and it was so hard to sleep with her in my bed as I’m not used to sharing my bed with anyone and I just co...
Shit talkers and no school or work on Thanksgiving. in Since OD is shutting down....
I forgot to mention these two things earlier today in my last entry but I found out a couple of nights ago that people at my work believe I only got my promotion because I’m buddies with the boss...
Tired af. in Since OD is shutting down....
Super fucking tired today and struggled to get out of bed. I know I’m going to drag ass all night at work but after tonight, I’m off for 3 days! I went to my class this morning and was only there...
Silent treatment, diet, work, blah. in Since OD is shutting down....
So I had a little peak into some drama yesterday. I get a random text asking me about my relationship with that boy I work with..ya know the one I made out with that has a girlfriend? Yup. I get ...
Failed ANOTHER test, tired, had kids last night. in Since OD is shutting down....
So I didn’t get off work until after midnight on Thursday night and because I made a decent amount of cash, I got dinner at Denny’s and then came home and studied for a couple of hours. I then go...
Closed as shift leader, nausea going away, no school today. in Since OD is shutting down....
I have a few minutes to write before getting ready for work. I’m going in at noon today per the request of my boss. So last night, it was a great night for tips and things were going fine other t...
Failed another test, snow, didn't go to class. in Since OD is shutting down....
OK so apparently I failed yet ANOTHER Anatomy test! I am so beyond pissed right now. I seriously thought I did decent but I guess not. Sometimes I wonder if that teacher just has it out for me. I...
Just whatever. in Since OD is shutting down....
I’ve spent the entire weekend holed up in my living room taking naps, watching tv and just waiting for the nausea to subside. Today hasn’t been as bad as the past few days but I’m really hoping t...
Minimum wage going up, studying, life. in Since OD is shutting down....
So I turned down my promotion at work and then this morning, I look on Facebook and they went ahead and OK’d the idea to push minimum wage up to $8.50/hr!!!!! I couldn’t be more happy! I know tha...
Sick as shit. in Since OD is shutting down....
So yesterday after my class, I came home and laid in bed until this morning so I spent a total of 23 hours in my bed. My stomach bug was worse than I thought. I threw up a few times and last nigh...
Horrible stomachache, boy at work, bullshit. in Since OD is shutting down....
Ok so I worked my 11-3 yesterday. I only made like $32 but it’s enough to pay my premium for health insurance and that’s fine. I close as shift leader on Wednesday and Thursday which means I won’...
Thoughts before bed. in Since OD is shutting down....
I signed up to work at 11am tomorrow simply because I missed Tuesday and Wednesday but I will be more then ready to get off at 2 because I promised my niece I would get her some bubbles and I wan...
Feeling a bit better. in Since OD is shutting down....
Things are going better than they were a few days ago. I’m still finding myself upset over things I can’t change..my parents, my ex, whatever. It’s just crazy how I can miss that man when he prob...
2nd day of being home. in Since OD is shutting down....
I woke up still feeling pretty down. My ex sent a message over Facebook saying that he wanted to go get me a handicapped sign so I took a shower and I had gotten another message saying that he wo...
Isolated, suicide hotline, trapped. in Since OD is shutting down....
I’m just not feeling good about anything. It just seems no matter how hard I work, I’m just not getting anywhere. Every time I get my car loan paid down to a lower amount where I feel comfortable...
A brief entry before work. in Since OD is shutting down....
I’ve gotten a lot of much needed sleep this weekend and feel so much better. I hung out with my niece some yesterday and was able to get in a nap and be in bed by like 10 or so. Sleep is such an ...
My little brother went to the crazy house. in Since OD is shutting down....
Alright so yesterday I was on the phone with my Mom and I could tell things were tense in their house. My little brother was threatening to kill my Mom, cussing her out and then I heard a loud cr...
Tired, day off, not so grumpy. in Since OD is shutting down....
I was in a horrible mood last night at work and was about to fucking break down. I was just getting so pissed at the customers, my co-workers and just wanted to come home and go to bed. I was jus...
