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Goodbye sweet kitty in General musings
Her regular vet and staff and us took a hard look at her condition and knew it was her time…
pet troubles in General musings
So the new old kitty is still sick..about 8 grand later and still counting. Also peeing on couch and doing nothing else. I am stuck in the house and going crazy
At the end of my rope... in General musings
Newish cat is sick..for over a month now..they don’t know what is wrong other than toxoplasmosis. She isn’t eating ..urinating on the couch she won’t move off of…which is now sheathed in plastic ...
Can't freaking believe this... in General musings
My GYN called tonight with pap smear results and I have HPV....that fucking bastard....why did I let myself get sucked in…3 lousy lays…now this. Now I cant even be with hub if we wanted to…
mistake in the test in General musings
Got a call from the vet this morning…the test was wrong..the lab re ran it and kitty is fiv negative!!
My cat has FIV in General musings
The new old kitty hasn’t been herself for a few days, so finally took her in to the vet today. They ran all kinds of tests, and it turns out she is FIV positive! The current issue is a gall bladd...
More Dr. crap... in General musings
Had yearly GYN visit, and follow up ultrasound. Now she doesn’t “like the look” of the lining and wants to do this thing with saline that hurts like hell…whooopie....
All quiet in General musings
After last week’s attempt, F has left me alone, thankfully. I had breakfast this week with an old friend/colleague and she said she was so glad I had cut ties, talking about how unstable he seeme...
Crap.... in General musings
After two weeks of silence, F tried both home number and cell phone this afternoon. I did not answer, but it made me upset, and I wonder if he'll be trying again when he leaves work....I still wo...
The "other woman" in General musings
Well, not really...but I "found" the famous "ex-fiance" on line today....Did a whitepages.com of F's name, and the people he might know box had "her" name in it...so I did a Facebook search..and ...
No Contact in General musings
Have remained No Contact with F... feel better, more relaxed, more FREE. My friend and hairdresser told me today that I look better, more content and happier than I have in a while.
I guess he got the hint... in General musings
Had another text this morning after not answering any calls..Just a "?" I didn't answer and hours later this afternoon, he texted: "I hope you are ok and If it is you just decided to not talk to ...
Psychos in General musings
So, I've joined this website, "psychopathfree.com", coming to believe that F, is indeed, at the very least borderline personality disorder, if not a full blown socio/psychopath. And their recom...
So I didn't go in General musings
and he tried to make me feel like I'd ruined his vacation...wasn't going alone, yada yada....I do feel bad about it...I know I shouldn'tand I didn't promise to go...but...Had a 3 hour lunch with ...
The "big trip" in General musings
This is the weekend of the big car show that F was talking about in Jan/Feb, when he was making it sound like a "romantic getaway" (yeah right) So of course he's trying to convince me to go.. Sic...
Not much in General musings
Not much different or new. Very little contact with F which is fine. Mostly doing car show related stuff with hub. Had an issue with neck pain last week...have severe degenerate disk problem, but...
an irritating week... in General musings
After wasting much of my day last Wednesday communication dropped to just texts and sporadic at best...not that I particularly wanted to speak to him. On Saturday the phone rang while I was in th...
So annoying... in General musings
He "invites" me up there once he knows I can't go...wants me to "trick" hub into believing he was here...says I should complain about how "tired and sore" I am..How about actually trying to make ...
Hours wasted.... in General musings
on the phone with him...On his day off he just seems to have to talk to me constantly...taking the phone in stores with him so he can talk to me as he shops, as he drives, and he pees (don't ask)...
Things aren't any better in the present in General musings
He called. I missed the call. Called him back. He asked, "what do you want?" Said, just returning YOUR call. He was obnoxious...interrupted me, with "enough. change of topic", midsentence. Said t...
Throwback Thursday in General musings
so tired............ - 6/27/2002 of him, and everything. Tired of crying. Tired of feeling like garbage. To hear C's "pet name" and to know I am called bitch. To have him sneer down his nose at ...
Nothing broken in General musings
And the foot pain seems to be resolving itself... No word from F in days ..Hub thinks it's because F is jealous of the new kitty and doesn't know how to work it.
New old kitty in General musings
So, the new kitty is settling in well...except for the old kitty, but they haven't really had an "encounter" yet, other than some under-door hissing. F is as usual, being weird, texts to ask abou...
and so, a week later in General musings
Some stuff has been going on..adopting a senior shelter cat..picking her up tomorrow .. yesterday was my 24th wedding anniversary. Went out to dinner. So today I thought I might see F...in view o...
in utter confusion... in General musings
Spent much of my day on the phone with F on and off. I'd missed the first call on the cell at 8:30 and he texted at 8:40 that he'd tried to call a couple of times. I said, 'when?' then, 'oh i see...
