Sara Crowe

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The intention is clear. Everything is always in my hand since beginning anyway Ah really…


Let’s see what will happen next


I’ve become much more independent now and never think about whether my partner will be gone or not. If he really love me he will contact me. If not i’ll be sad but what can i do?


I can play Flowers song for my birth family. Really even my coworkers call them toxic. My partner do too. I really don’t need them at all they can remove me from family register


I want to be a tree when i die. But i wonder if i can do that


Reminder reminder Sometimes i forgot how my partner mind works So reminder to myself to just leave him be. If he want to see me he’ll jump right away to my place. If he doesn’t wanna, hmm well. ...


You know what realistic? No one love us unconditionally. Even our parents love us because we come from their seed and egg. If someone doesn’t fit our condition just leave


Cant wait anymore…


January 22, 2023

Liars in I wrote this to keep alive

One guy said he liked me but date someone else and eventually marry her One guy said he loves me but he broke his promise with my parents My parents said they love me but they keep getting in the...


If Homura said love is peak of human emotion, then the peak of love is suffering, suffering in the name of love, suffering for thinking about love. My mind is in shambles really … Can’t i just li...


Whenever i go home to parents house i always feel like i had never gone to Jakarta, Surabaya and Malang to meet him. Really it’s weird.


I wonder what’s on my partner head. I hope he doesn’t choose me because of pity. If he want relationship with girl with large boobs he should have gone to her and never see me again


Kadang ga main genshin karena jadi mikir hal yang udah lalu. Tapi setelah lihat orangnya jadi mikir “kenapa aku harus sedih karena orang kaya dia?”


I don’t want to think too hard anymore. If i’m not to your liking just go away and never come back. I wish my family would do so like that. They just after my money


Susah kali cinta sama orang yang dikelilingi banyak cewek. Kalau ga ada aku dia masih ada stok lain sekeliling dia. Kalau aku biarpun banyak sekitar aku ya aku pilih dianya aja. Ya udahlah ya. As...


Recipe for creativity is madness. I’m madly in love with… Well you know I also become mad because i lack of money 😂


Do i love too much? I wonder. I feel like if you love someone you’ll be looking forward to see your beloved. If you don’t…well…


I guess even dying for me is a blessing if it’s my beloved who did it


Judging from the crime scene, i guess it’s just cat and it’s seems like the plant survived after i put it in another container. Talk about romance I can’t wait to see my partner again 🥲


My neighbor actually killed my little plant. I’m so sad :( I still can plant another buuuut buuut 😭😭😭😭 I guess i’m really sensitive today. But living so faraway from him amplify it even more. I a...


When i’m with my birth family i always feel like being all alone all the time. They belittle me and our interests never align too. Only with my partner and some of my friend i feel like i’m not a...


I don’t want to be left alone 🥲


Haruskah ku matiii karenamu? No i’m just singing


Yea i did it all for love. But do the person deserve the love?


“Go out, touch the grass” they said. Little did they know i have small but deep cut on my right foot. Today the wound became itchy again and reopen a bit.


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