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so improbable but that friday night feeling it made me think of all the things that are possible i met someone cool i did something fun i left feeling good like something had begun and it gave me...

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i didn’t like you all that much the first night, second when we touched. i told you, “i know how this goes, and every man that’s been here knows. you’ll start, then won’t stop thinking of me and ...

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C’est toi mon soleil I don’t want to be wrong You owe me a heartache, devotion, a song And I said this would happen You want me to love you To close my eyes, butterflies when I’m thinking of you ...

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when i was young i was so lonely and always felt like i was wrong i wrapped my wounds in simple verses stitched my skin within each song and every night i’d play them back chant a tune under my b...

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busy bee i fake a smile. but then i think, or is it real? and i only tell myself it’s fake because i want to be above it more enlightened than that true delight surely i’m more advanced than this...

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i had that dream the other night a funny boy i barely knew my savior at the end of the hall, we jumped into the swimming pool broad shoulders locked me in their grasp (somehow i still feel his ar...

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Before you, When I was by myself, I was alone. Since you, When I am by myself, I am without you.

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i was dumb while with you that i know for sure. never happier, unabashedly cheesy i told you that you had something in your eyes that sparkled. i was not too cool for anything, and we made out on...

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racing thoughts how long until you criticize me for having feelings (again) fancied you(rself) enlightened but you’re once again just another man, all brute force dressed up in pastels and soft f...

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Spark in your eye But in also your spirit– A smile does not have to be won from you. Given freely, No treasure hunt, An open chest from which bursts forth Your warmth. No harsher tones Ascribed t...

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tired peace i know you mean it no efforts made to make my day i am a petulant child who thinks she is god anger boiling over when people don’t say what i scripted for them indignation transformed...

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Emboldened in this fever dream, I see it clearer than I’d hoped; I’ve fallen prey to this hackneyed scene: Two roads diverged upon a slope. There is a third choice just behind me; Unspoken that I...

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don’t know what i hoped for (more). and now it looks like it’s serious but i don’t write him poetry i wrote you a whole book i think i’ll print it for you though i fear you’ll never look when you...

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maybe the worst already happened maybe you’re no longer mine maybe i just haven’t faced myself in that long of a time a lot has changed since we made lists of things that we would do a wave of lo...

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you told me, “i don’t think i can be a whole person without you” i didn’t say it back but that doesn’t mean it isn’t true i told you that was scary that it felt like lots of pressure as though yo...

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Right person at the wrong time Babe you know I always loved a fine line Or I wanted to I wanted you But I also wanted to be the mystery you thought I’d be My limp body carried off by men surround...

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do you read this? you could tell me all my sad sack poetry you must know it’s for you maybe you came across an old link read all you could find or maybe i’ve never been more far from your mind wi...

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I’m sorry baby That I never called you that That I’ll never hold you like I should Nor will I let you go (like I should) And let you find someone else who makes your sun shine Because in some wa...

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I have to write I’m hardwired But I can’t yet consider the likelihood that you will never see it. Maybe you will want to, and I will want you to. Maybe you will want to, and I will want you too...

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“It’s true,” I said,“We’re both alive,” And I can hold you by my side Or in my head or between my thighs Or let you go and hope you sigh And wistfully pass me through your mind Or blink hard know...

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You don’t need me Top off Riesling If I break down (the tram does not) Then from this folie break up wholly When vision’s clear but I forgot And sit down soundly Marking boundaries Where there’s ...

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(s)pin me steadfastly my hands are upheld stiff-person syndrome i’m barricading myself always seeking forgiveness when it’s my own that i need all i do is see weakness and therefore will it to be...

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pass by the sex we might have had flitted across a thousand screens then i closed my eyes and the combination of those two things made me almost believe it happened big game i talk but make belie...

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when i belonged it still felt wrong but it’s so easy to think that it didn’t if i could only be alone and feel just as at home but the path to that trap is forbidden my ears rang, within a slumbe...

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i’m so big i eat the world you’re trained to think that’s about my weight like i’m an insecure little girl. but i’m only undoing lessons i’ve learned i was taught that being big isn’t right that ...

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