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A STEIN! THATS what that..thing is called. A stein, man. You know? One a them fancy shmancy mugs what holds your brew. I have one, you know. A stein. Uncle Bob brought it back from Germany big lo...

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I almost did that thing again. That thing where I type the entry in the title spot. Whats up with that? Seinfeld dbl bass outro Man, it’s hard to believe -..or atleast to me it’s a strange though...

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I used to have a cd player, I just don’t remember what happened to it. W-who has those nowadays anyway, man? I mean now that everyone and their mom has a fuckin H.A.L. 9000 phone. My time travel ...

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Well fudge on toast, we lost. Thats just great. A goddamn fucking thousand yards in penalties to boot. Billy (Jarrod) is going through hardcore isht and as a very close friend, I don’t like that;...

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I found some old pictures from when I was about 22 - 24. I guess 30 is still young, but goddamn, I looked different. I looked like a human being then, heh. I got home last night, I was out doing ...

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His old lady is going all out full metal jacket in filing for sole custody of his kid. Told me the wonderful news that I may be called as a potential character witness. This all leads me back to...

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I don’t know, man. I just fuckin don’t. I’m just so tired and I haven’t done anything to warrant a tired feeling in the last 4 years or so. The worst thing about this computer is that it does’n...

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My nigga goin through some shit; it was the first time I’ve heard anyone other than myself say outloud that they wanted to harm themselves. I told him he coulda done a thousand other things besid...

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well, my laptop finally took a shit on me. dunno when i can afford to get it fixed, but just letting everyone know im not dead. im on our painfully slow family computer, i.e. an outdated paperwei...

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Well, my mom and I had a mini episode monday. Thank god I had to go to the DMV that morning to renew my license, it gave me a chance to get out and chainsmoke the stress away. She apologized when...

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WELP'...it's here. I can't remember what I did last tuesday, but I remember my 4th grade field trip to Monterey. Truthfully I don't feel any different, and whats more is I haven't even had a suic...

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My birthday is on friday. The day I never wanted to be here, is almost here, man. I uh..I can't put much more else into words on the subject. Thanks for all your notes, chances are I probably wil...

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My birthday is in 13 days. I'm drawing such a blank on that. Sorry I haven't answered any notes. You know what I want for my birthday, send me a pack of cigarettes from a brand specific to where ...

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Went deep sea fishing with dad today. brother and gf spent the day at cayucos/morro bay-..WHILE WE CAUGHT LIKE FUCKIN 10 FISH EACH, SAW DOLPHINS & WHALES, AND I TOOK A PICTURE HOLDING THIS DU...

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I held a gun last night, man. Shit was insane. I would've screamed with laughter, were I not in the presence of others. Me & Jarrod were at his neighbors pad, smoking and drinking, and he jus...

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I'm scared. I don't show it though, I just look the same pretty much all the time. But I'm scared. I'll be 30 in August. And I still have to kill myself. Dunno when, but for fucks sake, I'm pushi...

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I'm alive. Dip dip dive, so-socialize, open up your ears and clean out your eyes, something something something, you're in a for a surprise, it could be nice to be alive. Just don't let the beat...

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man, i think im gettin old...the better i sleep, the more tired i wake up feeling. and i have to take a fuckin benadryl or two with me cause this heat really fucks with me if i dont stay hydrated...

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So I got out of bed the other day-, as I do on days that end in y, and I looked down. I'm carryin me a deadly weapon, g.

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I'm alive and a horrible noter, but right now I'm going to sleep.

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Went to the coast today. First time in about 4 years. Cayucos is one of those towns where it's a mostly seasonal population. There were a number of estate sales going on, but not one of them had ...

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I'm alive. I recently missed a call from a friend, a reader, a Roman, a countrym-..you get the idea. I uh..I don't feel like offing myself as often anymore, but only because things are pretty muc...

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am i a dot or am i speck when im underwater do i get wet or does the water get me instead something something

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You know what I hate about honeycomb cereal, man? The pieces are like so big that it displaces the ratio of milk to cereal and you end up with a big ol' bowl of milk TOPPED with honeycomb. As muc...

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OH, so that-...that was the uh, fundamental error I encountered last time, you put the TITLE there and the entry HERE. WELL, gosh golly gee willikers, if that don't beat all I'm a bad person, I d...

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