Timmy™ ⋅ 42 ⋅
My name is Timmy™, formerly authorcode C104458 on OD. (Successor to A624512) Jersey born and raised, currently living in an OK state. I like cheese, feminism, bad puns, pegging, and Star Trek. Some entries are filtered. Don't be shy. I only bite if we have a safeword in place.
How could the world go back to the way it was when so much bad had happened? But in the end, it's only a passing thing, this shadow. Even darkness must pass. A new day will come. And when the sun shines it will shine out the clearer.
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Happy Wanking. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
As a complete aside, it just occurred to me that my sex drive is returning. Not like some overbearing thing, but I've masturbated three nights straight for the first time in YEARS. Mind you, th...
Metal. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
I'm never hungry in the morning. I mean, if I have workies, I'll ingest something. But I can easily go until mid to late afternoon before I actually feel hungry. Hrm. Thought I had somethin...
This isn't me. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
I had a spare thought the other day which has been ringing in my head (in a good way). I was musing about how I don't want medication because I'm afraid it'll make me "not me". And then I thoug...
No direction. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
I actually was quite content last week. I had four days off in a row and managed to stay dry ten days straight. I felt like I actually had energy for once. Got to the gym four days, and was ot...
About time. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
Mark your calendars, I'm in a fantastic mood. Day nine dry, and I'm four for four at the gym this week. Am I over the hump? God damn, I better be, I've suffered enough. Even in the darkness, ...
Your Mom's Vagina. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
The fog is clearing. THE FOG IS CLEARING. I'm still a sardonic asshole, but my ability to smile is returning, so I kind of sound like this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xY-oili63QQ What is...
The Search for BIGGAYDAN'S Foreskin. in The Official BIGGAYDAN Archive.
The Search For BIGGAYDAN's Foreskin, Part I - 10/13/2003, Part II - 10/14/2003 "Have you ever considered how much less of a penis you have?" BIGGAYDAN broke the kiss with his INSANELYHOTGIRLFRI...
BIGGAYDAN Strikes Back. in The Official BIGGAYDAN Archive.
BIGGAYDAN Strikes Back - 8/16/2003 I suppose there was a time when I wanted BIGGAYDAN to be our BIGGAYHERO. Someone homosexuals everywhere could look up to. But, unfortunately, BIGGAYDAN himself...
The BIGGAYDAN Picture Show. in The Official BIGGAYDAN Archive.
The BIGGAYDAN Picture Show. - 8/14/2003 It was a dark and stormy night. Meaning, it was nighttime and it was raining heavily out. BIGGAYDAN was with his INSANELYHOTGIRLFRIEND, driving on a small...
BIGGAYDAN Enters THEREPUBLICANMATRIX. in The Official BIGGAYDAN Archive.
BIGGAYDAN Enters THEREPUBLICANMATRIX, Part I - 6/23/2003, Part II - 6/27/2003, Part III - 6/28/2003, Part IV - 6/28/2003, Part V - 7/11/2003, Part VI - 10/25/2003 BIGGAYDAN is running, but he do...
BIGGAYDAN and the GIANTBOOBIEOFDOOM. in The Official BIGGAYDAN Archive.
BIGGAYDAN and the GIANTBOOBIEOFDOOM, Part I - 6/22/2003, Part II - 6/23/2003 It was one of the rare weekends that BIGGAYDAN was spending time with his INSANELYHOTGIRLFRIEND. Maybe BIGGAYDAN was...
BIGGAYDAN Saves The World. in The Official BIGGAYDAN Archive.
BIGGAYDAN Saves The World. - 5/22/2003 The Adventures of BIGGAYDAN It started out as just another evening for BIGGAYDAN. BIGGAYDAN was talking to his INSANELYHOTGIRLFRIEND on AIM. BIGGAYDAN: I l...
The Legend of BIGGAYDAN. in The Official BIGGAYDAN Archive.
The Legend of BIGGAYDAN. - 5/4/2003 Of course, he wasn't always known as such. Once upon a time, he was known as just Dan. (With a period.) Dan. was your average white heterosexual male. Dan...
Empty Dreams. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
You're supposed to spend your twenties figuring out who you are and what you want out of life. How to present yourself accurately and how to make yourself happy. Almost 6 months into my 30's, a...
Try and relax. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
Don't know whether it's the weather or the depression or inconsistent sleep or the drinking but I've been so tired and demotivated all year. Yet when I think back to the years before I met Candi...
Sadz. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
I just kind of woke up sad today. I got 8 hours of sleep last night, but when my alarm went off, ugh, I just wasn't in the mood. Though, part of why I made sure to go to bed early is because I ...
Dicks in Pussies. in The Napkin.
I don't understand the female compulsion for sex. Or, rather, the female need for dick to be sexually satisfied. Over the years, I've heard a number of females state, "Oh, I don't masturbate. ...
Like visiting a dead relative. in The Napkin.
So, I'm vodkaed and out of habit went to opendiary.com, completely forgetting stuff. And then remembered. And had a moment, just a moment, of sad. Ew.
Still <3 snow. in The Napkin.
My shovel broke. It was a good plastic shovel. Cuz dude, metal is heavy, even if it's sturdy. Still not mad at winter, man. Was going to go sledding but it's since turned to freezing rain. F...
Subjective Reality. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
On the one hand, I still believe, to some degree, that we choose our reality. That we choose the perspective for which we see the world. We can choose to focus on different facets, whether they...
Yay, snow! in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
I must be one of the few people left who actually enjoys snow. Just about every last person I run into is straight-up bitching left and right about it. I get it, but my perspective is entirely ...
No Pride. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
I wonder if it's because of my desire to be "that person" for people. Or maybe feeling like I'm such an undesirable person to begin with that if I have any flaws, any mistakes, anything someone ...
Momentum. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
I was talking to Erik recently about my depression. He said one thing he used to do was remind himself in the morning that not being happy does not mean being depressed. For now, the wave of da...
Identity. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
If I have any sense of identity, it's one of an outcast, one rejected, one alone. Not normal, not understood. I have always felt this way. Always. And that is why I yearn for brief moments of gen...
BIGGAYTHOUGHTS. in The Napkin.
I have a bunch of scenes in my head that I want to do for my next grand BIGGAYDAN nanonovel. Absolutely need to visit a fudge factory for absolutely no reason. Certain characters to introduce b...
