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βIt isnβt what you have, or who you are, or where you are, or what you are doing that makes you happy or unhappy. It is what you think about it.β
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Work has been busy this month but I like it π
Your mind is the only demon that has ever existed, if it was/is/will be. Like taking care of your body you gotta take care of your mind
There should be a balance between practicality and ideality Thereβs a big difference between letting people know about you versus βprovingβ yourself to others Two more days till work starts! :)
New place new journey
I love it when the moon is humongous π The moon looks beautiful
Everything happens for a reason good or bad ββββββββββββββββββββββββ Next phase of my life soon π©π»ββοΈ
I donβt know if Iβd ever want to be in a relationship but I think thatβs because Iβve been single and a loner most of my life so Iβve never experienced or personally known what it feels to be in ...
Iβm both excited and nervous to start working. First full time job. The real thing π
Didnβt want to do that but Iβd rather be safe than sorry when it comes to something that could disturb my employment. Never know who in the employment might find out that part of me online.
Personality is also a factor, but I think people who love the most are usually the ones who endured the most hardship. Because they can relate to many different situations. You are on your own p...
They say the less one wants the happier one is π€
What I donβt know: I donβt know if I will ever be completely free What I know for certain: I know that I badly want more freedom. I know that I am ignorant and foolish. Thatβs why mom knows almos...
I canβt wait to be bluntly straightforward in the next social situation (outside work). I seriously want to know what will happen - Iβm curious. To see what will happen if I piss off someone. Bec...
Recurring thought: I have a doubt and no idea if I love people. I think about and listen to people and reach out just like that to people time to time and care for them when they need it, but l...
One more paper and then one more assignment - π© senioritis π My first Ig story π π΅ Iβm silly π. But seriously I been getting the urge to share stuff on Ig, makes me feel more connected with peopl...
Donβt read this. π I think the reason I lost my authenticity is because - Iβm naturally obedient and so would go along with what family says and always listened to mom, plus - High emphasis on h...
I made mistakes because of ignorance, immaturity, and I wasnβt sound in my head I always had a doubt that Iβm hard to read I lived more of my life in my own head than with other people or things...
Apart from the overload dinner π₯ π Observing acupuncture, injections, talking to elderly, and tennis :) Listening to and getting the perspectives of different people opens up the heart more, it...
Being in and with nature and animals is one of the best feelings π€ π π βοΈ π¦
I wish I could see him in person ππ Only if Iβm allowed lol π₯Ί Itβs all good, Iβm emotional thatβs all π
How your life is is your perspective of your life, not your life itself Sometimes whatβs best is from a distance, whether an acquaintance or someone you love/loved Only because I donβt want prob...
Shortly after reading it I cried Goodnight
As much as I have him in my thoughts. And Iβm naturally conscientious towards people. Iβm not the kind who can ignore. Society wonβt respect it. Culture wonβt approve. βββββββββββββββββββββββββ...
π€·π»ββοΈ Me or someone else? - Iβm a socially challenged ππ΅π As long as heβs gucci, π
Night shift! π₯ π