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April 05, 2024

by accident in Socially Awkward

woah. i meant to type in a different website but in a drunken absent-minded haze, i ended up typing this site in. then I surprised myself by remembering my log in info. Its been 10 YEARS. 10! Is...


Things were getting pretty bad there for a second, but I think the dark cloud is starting to lift. There's hope.


February 15, 2014

Depression in Socially Awkward

Depression. Mother effin depression. That is all.


I didn't weigh myself this morning. I just couldn't. I woke up feeling bloated and after 3 days of trying really, really hard to eat less, I wouldn't have been able to mentally handle a gain ver...


February 10, 2014

Funk in Socially Awkward

I've been in a bit of a funk, and I'm not exactly sure how to get out of it. I slept 11 hours last night/this morning. I did NOT mean to do that. I'm not expecting to go to bed at an early h...


February 08, 2014

So close in Socially Awkward

I weighed in at 130 this morning. That is sooo close to the 120s. You would not believe how happy I would be to get in the 120s again. Its been 7 years since I've been in the 120s. I can do i...


I HATE social anxiety. Oh how I'd love to go out for a fun night with a group of friends and not feel tense the whole time. My mind freaks out and if I'm put on the spot with a question that re...


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