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Vicious Cycle in I'm New Here
If I don’t say anything at all, I overthink, get depressed, and eventually fall apart. If I get passive aggressive and shut you out (because I need you to notice), eventually it comes out, we get...
I give up. in I'm New Here
I don’t want to write this. But here I am. I’m finally done. I can’t handle it anymore. I can’t do this anymore. I can’t be your friend. I can’t, I can’t, I can’t. Same thing that always happens....
100 Questions in I'm New Here
Why do I feel things. So intensely. I wish I didn’t feel things like this. I sit and wonder what the hell is going on inside my own head. The funny thing is, sometimes I can figure me out. It’s...
I've overthought everything I can think of in I'm New Here
My brain hasn’t stopped running full speed for the last 36 hours. In between the good moments over the last two days, I keep catching glimpses of the disaster that was the other night. I don’t k...
Untitled. in I'm New Here
Do you ever feel this dull ache in your chest? And no matter what you do, you can’t kill it? You can’t make it go away? You can’t make it stop? Like the remnants of a headache you just can’t rid ...
Burn after reading in I'm New Here
I’m a mess. Truly, a disaster. And not in some beautiful, movie scene, poetic way that makes you fall in love with me. Instead, I push you away in the hopes of being your tragic heroine; maybe th...
