I give up. in I'm New Here

I don’t want to write this. But here I am. I’m finally done. I can’t handle it anymore. I can’t do this anymore. I can’t be your friend. I can’t, I can’t, I can’t.

Same thing that always happens. I think I’m going to leave you, but we both know I won’t.

We both know I don’t have the strength to leave. We both know that I’m weak.

But I can’t fix this one. You don’t want me. You’ll never want me. Even if your job slows down, and you get better. You’ll never want me.

So I give up.

Everything hurts. This has been a great day with a terrible ending.