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I sleep in a queen sized bed, it sits conveniently in front of a neat silver desk that often gets cluttered if not paid close attention to. But right now in its “almost clean but not quite” condi...

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Sometimes I just want to take a person’s face into my hands and stare into their eyes for a long period of time. Both to make them uncomfortable, and simply just to see. Sometimes I want to rip a...

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Once an old friend of mine started breaking down in tears when I looked at her. Because as she described it they were like “demon eyes”.I didn’t know my contempt for people could go any higher, w...

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I’m unstable, I’m just wrong. And I know, but I find it hilarious.I want to see if I can explain it. There’s a lot of complex little things that go on in my head, but when you get down to it most...

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I shaved my eyebrows off and I’ve actually never looked more attractive. At some point I was worried about my image, I’m all about blending in and being inconspicuous so that nobody notices me. ...

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I wonder what I’m looking for, and why I even need to search for it. Whats the point of asking “Why” anyway? I guess it’s just, that I am the only thing in my life that confuses me. And yet it’s ...

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Its like I didn’t find balance. And maybe balance isn’t real at all. I was either to be very emotional or completely lack empathy. I don’t even know why I chose the second one, what was going on ...

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By 18 my parents will finally separate, it’s been confirmed. I’m anticipating it. Actually I’m a bit disappointed that they can’t seperate now. But moms correct, if she parted ways with dad now ...

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I woke up so grumpy. I think I’m still tired, I don’t know why I have such trouble sleeping. Insomnia is a curse. Last night I found out that my sisters boyfriend got another girl pregnant too, a...

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I recently discovered that I can control my emotions way more than I thought. The things like anger, and those subtle feelings you feel when you hear a song, the overall little blunt emotions tha...

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I might be a sociopath. I’ve sort of realized that for a while now, but I also don’t believe it. I know that I’m different, but I can’t possibly be that different ya know? Plus, sociopathy is jus...

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