cocatina
Entries 182
Page 8 of 8
I love him so much. I feel better. I apologized for being a zombie, he understands how things can be and doesn’t see a reason to be upset about it. Last night was a great time together, as it us...
I’m horrible in Come Down
I’ve been so out of it. Spacing out, not smiling. He deserves a better attitude from me. I’m glad I’m acting a bit better right now… Our time.
My relationships in Sober
When I live with the significant other, they just seem to have no interest in me anymore… Don’t men want sex every day?
Only For A While in Sober
When I’m sober everything is fine.
Too Much Time On My Hands in Come Down
It sucks being depressed and having anxiety then finally deciding to become an addict. It sucks for someone that’s always suicidal. It’s the only reason I tried it. Every depressed episode I have...
Perhaps He Knows in Come Down
Perhaps he know that I suspect something. He probably knows how insecure my thoughts are that I would think he’s hiding what he’s hiding. Look at me though. I just need my own sources. It’s his f...
Monday; No Work in Come Down
I’m ready to be done with this batch and come down. Today, I haven’t felt any of the hits. I’m just burning/wasting product but I get to practice. I think he’s hiding what else he does. I think ...
