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New Beginnings

by Robbo

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December 23, 2021

Suicide, pt 2

I’m afraid I don’t have much if good news, if any at all. When I left off on Tuesday night, Lauren and I had a big win in that we convinced David to talk to the police and reconcile with Nate an...


My brother tried to commit suicide last week after falling for a crypto-rom scam that fleeced him out of over $1.5 million. Obviously, this entry will be extensive, but I want to document the ev...


I’m a fairly spend thrift person, partly because of my inherent personality and partly because of my experiences being unemployed. I stick to a sensible budget that includes treats like eating o...


I went back to my childhood home and retrieved that road cycle I ordered. Since I didn’t get a response to my emails or phone calls, I just showed up unannounced around noon that Saturday. I ba...


September 10, 2021

Bicycle Blues

Funny how when you make decision that required much deliberation, life will sometimes pile on top of you. It’s almost like it was waiting for your choice before unleashing a whole bunch of unrel...


August 04, 2021

Shoulder "Recovery"

I haven’t been back to jiu jitsu since my last entry. I took several weeks off thinking my shoulder would heal with some basic R&R. When that didn’t happen, I made an appointment with my lo...


My mom so often used to make that statement when random things would go wrong. It never really registered with me how she must have been feeling, but lately, I find myself relating to that senti...


March 16, 2021

39

I turned 39 on Sunday. It didn’t really register that it was my birthday. It usually doesn’t, but much less so this year. Even without the pandemic I don’t really have any friendships, no clos...


January 28, 2021

Coworker Woes

At my previous company, I encountered a very annoying problem. Specifically, I had a coworker who thought he was my boss. I’ve just recently discovered that the inverse-photonegative of that si...


January 16, 2021

Brother Update

Christmas came and went; nothing to report much on my end. I was going to have a socially distant/isolated Christmas, not so much for my own or the public health, but just because I’m perfectly ...


November 24, 2020

Old

I saw myself as an old man recently. I don’t mean like I had a vision or a dream or something abstract in either of those manners. I went to take a makeup dental appointment. It was supposed t...


October 10, 2020

Blind Date Disaster

I just got back from an awful blind date. Well, I’m using hyperbole, but I do feel a little bit bamboozled. Permit me to explain. Last Sunday at church, an acquaintance from my class, Sydney, a...


September 19, 2020

Bad Bosses & Bed Bugs

If I’ve been fortunate in any particular regard, it’s that I’ve never really had a bad boss. I’ve had bosses I weren’t crazy about, like the Winn-Dixie grocery store manager when I was a bagboy/...


I had my knee surgery almost two weeks ago (two weeks ago exactly this Tuesday). I was nervous some reason. I have no idea why as I’ve had surgery before. It’s basically a time jump. You chec...


Before I get into the meat of this entry, I got the promotion. My raise is either $2k or $5k a year, depending on how one looks at the situation. With the economy in its current condition, ever...


One of the few bits of education I remember from my sociology class during my first year of college was something called the level of incompetence. The alleged phenomena can be described as foll...


May 30, 2020

From Mid to 2/3rds

I wrote about my mid-life crisis last entry. I’ve sense leveled up with the following epiphany. I’m 38. My mom passed away when she was 58 and my dad when he was 68, both from cancer and/or ca...


April 26, 2020

Mid-Life Crisis

Apologies for the radio silence. I promise I’m not dead. In fact, I’ve never felt more alive. Aside from so many people passing away, even more being sick, and the supermarket shortages, I thi...


I think I ruined a beautiful young woman’s crush on me last week. I’ve talked about Evelin in one of my previous entries. Evelin in a very pretty Guatemalan in her late twenties, around a decad...


I’m sick because of course I am. I had my flu shot back in October. In early December I came down with something. I presume a bad cold because I wasn’t supposed to get the flu. I thought I wa...


I broke a promise I made to myself. I said I would not check Erika’s Facebook profile until my birthday in March. I honestly wasn’t going to, but we’re in the thick of online dating season. Va...


I hope everyone had a merry Christmas. Mine was very nice, even if I was kind of alone. A few weeks before Thanksgiving, my aunt called to invite me to visit. When I told her I already had pla...


Funny how potent FOMO can be. When Erika and I were together, or even in that friends with feels phase, I was uncertain if things would work out between us. I wanted things to, obviously, but t...


October 25, 2019

Processing the Break Up

I’m glad Erika emailed me on Monday. I had taken Monday off because I had a new refrigerator being delivered. My old one was still working, but only under audible protest. Perhaps the biggest ...


October 21, 2019

Double Dumped

It takes a certain degree of romantic ineptitude to get dumped by someone you’re not even dating, but I’m a boundary pusher. I just received the following email from Erika. “Hi Rob, I hope you ...


Book Description

Hello, my name is Rob, or Robbo, if you will. It was a nickname given to me in college by some very close friends. Well, I jumping on the Prosebox bandwagon. For close to 13 years, I had a journal on Open Diary. Sadly, Open Diary is going offline, and I need to find a new diary site to call home, so here I am. I miss Open Diary already; it was such a community. I hope I can find that same kind of environment here. Cheers.