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I didn’t wake up today expecting an ‘episode.’ I had a great morning. My son had mother’s day tea at his school. I went and did my mom’s nails. It was a good morning. I decided to pick up a night...

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I have been having a lot of stuff plague my family, not so much me. I have very emotional, detached, and wanted to escape. Avoiding if you will. I think this morning I have come to realization of...

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I have been having a lot of stuff plague my family, not so much me. I have very emotional, detached, and wanted to escape. Avoiding if you will. I think this morning I have come to realization of...

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Being married is, when you’re with a person that does not beat you, abuse you, etc, beautiful. I love being married. I love my life. Its not perfect by any means. And he annoys me to hell and bac...

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I don’t know how long I can keep going. At this point my job is giving me a bit of stress. Boss says we can’t do a certain thing though the intentions behind it were done innocently. Ehh, Wrong. ...

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I’m here at work and I can totally function, but my mind is a scrambled mess. There are so many thoughts in my head. I can’t silence them. I have tried most of my coping mechanisms, but they are ...

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I can’t discern how I feel. I know I feel like I have a short fuse right now. Everything makes me snap. What I can’t figure out is what. I have a few things going on in my mind. One, and the thin...

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I love listening to podcasts that talk about the modern dating paradigm…or lack there of. Quick background. I am 36 the hubbs is 35. We met when I was 18 and he was 17. We were each other’s first...

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I just had my 14th anniversary with my license as an RN. I cannot begin to express how much I love this career. It has given me a purpose, my income to provide for my family and myself, and so ma...

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This may sound like an end of the year post, but it really is a Christmas post. Be warned now: I am Christian so for me Christmas is about Jesus. That said, if anyone has read any previous posts ...

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I have a 3 yo daughter and a 6 yo son. I think I have reached that level where they are so loud that I can’t hear myself think. They run around and scream. Our house isn’t very big, and even if i...

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So I wrote how I have been feeling lately. Therapist yesterday said to take a walk when the feelings started to get to intense, but at the onset. Holy crap may I say that that works. I was very s...

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I don’t know what set me over the edge. I don’t know what exactly has me feeling this way. My head is full of thoughts about inadequacy, mainly that I am inadequate. I can’t quiet them. Then they...

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I don’t know what I am feeling right now. I had such a great day with my kids yesterday. We went to this museum that my son loved and that my daughter got to play around in. I then saw my brother...

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Right now things feel good. I had a parent teacher conference since its that time of year, and I spoke to my son’s instructor. At the beginning of the school year he wasn’t doing so well. Easily ...

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So I had written that my mental health had taken a dump after my son was hospitalized. (Read previous entries titled ‘Son Hospitalized’ for further details.) I booked the appointment way back in ...

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My brother in law has his lady friend from France over, Priya. I didn’t know what I was expecting when I first really met her and had to entertain her, but we actually got along really well. I po...

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There is this movie that is freaking fantastic in terms of how it was written and how it was acted out. Its called Nefarious. Sean Patrick Flannery did an amazing job! The dialogue that is writte...

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Hubby has been complaining of work, home life, kids…What he tells me is legitimate. There are some really crappy conditions at work and I don’t hold anything against him. Its just he’s always gru...

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My brother in law has a lady friend that visits him from Europe. He was in Spain for about 9 months on a teaching visa. He’s back home now. Anywho, she’s visiting now. She landed today actually, ...

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I need to talk to a therapist. I’m getting worse, and the meds I’m sure are keeping me from going overboard. I feel like a freaking failure. Like I can’t do anything right. I know that’s not righ...

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Hi there. I have had depression since about my early 20s. I am 36. I am on Celexa and Welbutrin and the combination seems to help me a lot. I can think clearly, I can go about my day. I feel “nor...

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I’m 36. I want a friend like I had in elementary or Middle School, or hell, even high school. I want a ride or die friend. Someone I can talk to about anything. That friend that will laugh with m...

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My oldest is 6 and my second is almost 3 in 6 weeks. I only have the two kids. So where do I start? I guess I am feeling like I can’t keep up. Like I don’t know where I should be at with my 6 yea...

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emphasized textSo when I was in college, if I did not get into the nursing program, my fall back was teaching. I wanted to teach English. I was very good at it. Still kinda am, just not to the de...

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