SailorMoonMom ⋅ 36
I am a mother of 2. I am just looking for somewhere to vent, post my thoughts, maybe get some feedback without airing my dirty laundry under my actual name.
"Expect the worst, hope for the best."
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Not just feeling, but I am a failure in Age 36
I have been having a lot of stuff plague my family, not so much me. I have very emotional, detached, and wanted to escape. Avoiding if you will. I think this morning I have come to realization of...
Being married is, when you’re with a person that does not beat you, abuse you, etc, beautiful. I love being married. I love my life. Its not perfect by any means. And he annoys me to hell and bac...
Very hot headed in Age 36
I don’t know how long I can keep going. At this point my job is giving me a bit of stress. Boss says we can’t do a certain thing though the intentions behind it were done innocently. Ehh, Wrong. ...
Anxiety episode in Age 36
I’m here at work and I can totally function, but my mind is a scrambled mess. There are so many thoughts in my head. I can’t silence them. I have tried most of my coping mechanisms, but they are ...
I don't know why I'm so angry in Age 36
I can’t discern how I feel. I know I feel like I have a short fuse right now. Everything makes me snap. What I can’t figure out is what. I have a few things going on in my mind. One, and the thin...
I've only dated one man in Age 36
I love listening to podcasts that talk about the modern dating paradigm…or lack there of. Quick background. I am 36 the hubbs is 35. We met when I was 18 and he was 17. We were each other’s first...
Ode to Nursing (healthcare) in Age 36
I just had my 14th anniversary with my license as an RN. I cannot begin to express how much I love this career. It has given me a purpose, my income to provide for my family and myself, and so ma...
Christmas 2023 in Age 36
This may sound like an end of the year post, but it really is a Christmas post. Be warned now: I am Christian so for me Christmas is about Jesus. That said, if anyone has read any previous posts ...
I've reached that level of parenthood in Age 36
I have a 3 yo daughter and a 6 yo son. I think I have reached that level where they are so loud that I can’t hear myself think. They run around and scream. Our house isn’t very big, and even if i...
The feeling is still there in Age 36
So I wrote how I have been feeling lately. Therapist yesterday said to take a walk when the feelings started to get to intense, but at the onset. Holy crap may I say that that works. I was very s...
Mental into physical in Age 36
I don’t know what set me over the edge. I don’t know what exactly has me feeling this way. My head is full of thoughts about inadequacy, mainly that I am inadequate. I can’t quiet them. Then they...
What the hell is wrong with me in Age 36
I don’t know what I am feeling right now. I had such a great day with my kids yesterday. We went to this museum that my son loved and that my daughter got to play around in. I then saw my brother...
It feels good in Age 36
Right now things feel good. I had a parent teacher conference since its that time of year, and I spoke to my son’s instructor. At the beginning of the school year he wasn’t doing so well. Easily ...
First appointment with therapist in Age 36
So I had written that my mental health had taken a dump after my son was hospitalized. (Read previous entries titled ‘Son Hospitalized’ for further details.) I booked the appointment way back in ...
My new friend is leaving in Age 36
My brother in law has his lady friend from France over, Priya. I didn’t know what I was expecting when I first really met her and had to entertain her, but we actually got along really well. I po...
Through Satan's eyes.... in Age 36
There is this movie that is freaking fantastic in terms of how it was written and how it was acted out. Its called Nefarious. Sean Patrick Flannery did an amazing job! The dialogue that is writte...
Hubby seems like hates his life in Age 36
Hubby has been complaining of work, home life, kids…What he tells me is legitimate. There are some really crappy conditions at work and I don’t hold anything against him. Its just he’s always gru...
The potential friend in Age 36
My brother in law has a lady friend that visits him from Europe. He was in Spain for about 9 months on a teaching visa. He’s back home now. Anywho, she’s visiting now. She landed today actually, ...
Mental Health is expensive in Age 36
I need to talk to a therapist. I’m getting worse, and the meds I’m sure are keeping me from going overboard. I feel like a freaking failure. Like I can’t do anything right. I know that’s not righ...
Depression strikes again in Age 36
Hi there. I have had depression since about my early 20s. I am 36. I am on Celexa and Welbutrin and the combination seems to help me a lot. I can think clearly, I can go about my day. I feel “nor...
I want a friend in Age 36
I’m 36. I want a friend like I had in elementary or Middle School, or hell, even high school. I want a ride or die friend. Someone I can talk to about anything. That friend that will laugh with m...
My Kids are ahead of me... in Age 36
My oldest is 6 and my second is almost 3 in 6 weeks. I only have the two kids. So where do I start? I guess I am feeling like I can’t keep up. Like I don’t know where I should be at with my 6 yea...
Learning something new about myself (kinda) in Age 36
emphasized textSo when I was in college, if I did not get into the nursing program, my fall back was teaching. I wanted to teach English. I was very good at it. Still kinda am, just not to the de...
I'm totally into Asian dramas right now in Age 36
I have been spending my screen time watching Asian dramas. Mostly on Netflix. I am Mexican so for me life was about Telenovelas. Those were my bread and butter! With villains, sexy men that saved...
Emotions after son hospitalized, A Poem in Age 36
We’re home, out of there. You’re more or less safe. There is something deep in the mind that begins to chafe. I hear you laugh and start to play, You hear everything your little sister has to s...
