Internet Intentions

by 3sinks2showers

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January 02, 2024


I don’t know how I ended up in such a negative state today but I feel utterly pathetic, uninspired, and not hopeful. I was shaking in anxiety this morning before class and during my first couple ...

I don’t fucking know what’s wrong with me. I feel completely and utterly spineless. My 1st period of 9th graders were nearly bored to death by my teaching and had no fucking respect. Evelyn ran a...

March 17, 2023


I feel completely and utterly worthless. I feel incompetent with my ability to do my work, my social skills and my self connectedness. I’m the biggest loner at work especially today. I can’t brin...

March 15, 2023

My strange addiction

I’m sad because I want to be productive but my body just doesn’t agree with me. My afternoons are free at work to plan and prepare for the next but today 3/15/23 I played sudoku from 11:30 to nea...

March 10, 2023

Highs and Lows

Algebra 1A was total ass this morning, they were completely unproductive, I had an escape room where each group took the entire period to not even finish their 1 escape room activity. I should’ve...

March 09, 2023


I have doubts about every choice and decision I make each day. Whether it’s listening to a certain song, making big work decisions and everything in between. I’m not gonna know for sure what I tr...

March 08, 2023

Not happy

I hate myself. That’s the only authentic thought coming to me. I’m never sure of anything that comes to my head. I don’t know if it’s authentic, I don’t know if I truly believe it. I’m never gonn...

March 07, 2023

Disconnected from Self

Title says everything. I don’t know how to write, I don’t know how to be with my thoughts. Last night I did a meditation that Shea send me to trigger my anxiety and learn the sensation in my body...

March 07, 2023

Sleep deprived with drive

Somehow being depressed last night, while chronically procrastinating with sudoku and getting x<6 hours of sleep without much sustenance last night has brought me to today with teacher rizz. ...

March 03, 2023

Line Dancing

I can’t help but to hate the fact that I feel like I’m not in my thoughts and I cannot hear my authentic inner voice. I know I have opinions and thoughts of the world but when I interact with it ...

March 01, 2023

Scrambled Egg brain

I had some pretty intense anxiety yesterday and this morning during 1st period. Last night I was just tired and wasn’t sure weather I should work out even with all the work that I still needed to...

February 26, 2023

Linear equation word problems


February 25, 2023


Look up Aus surv episode and YouTube

February 25, 2023


Browse YouTube on Asaf before studying

February 25, 2023


Survivor reddit, creative gameplay

February 24, 2023


Go on Reddit to look up how to keep goals

February 24, 2023


To see if stairs help leg growth

February 24, 2023


Work on CST Practice

Book Description

So I can keep track of and surf the internet with intention