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I cleaned up my iPhone. Song wise. I deleted some and I added some. Made a new playlist mixed with new music and some old stuff. Some old stuff I forgot about. My phone is only 8 gigs so its hard...

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November is my favorite month. I like March too. November and March are my favorite months. November just feels so mysterious and magical? Can't think of a better word than magical. In PA Novembe...

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Look at my earlier entries. I'm not like this anymore. But this is just a moment of weakness. Times of weakness. Everybody has them. The hard part is to not let these moments become you. Its so ...

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Hear me out. I looked to my little Icon to the left with my name, location, age etc. Something struck me. My age. I'm only 18 but I don't really feel it. I feel much older. Please don't mistake m...

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Respect all but fear none. I've been thinking a lot about fear lately. It is my favorite thing to think about at the moment. I am trying to minimalize my fear. I believe far more opportunities ...

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I made a Prosebox as a backup to OD. I keep hearing rumors of OD shutting down so I want to be ready. I just copied and pasted my entries over there. Prosebox is a very young site. 5 months old....

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Feeling good BOQ #19 Sunday, October 27, 2013 Being alone I do a lot of soul searching. I think about everything and I slowly learn who I am. Its hard to explain. I don't know who I am 100 p...

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OD is working properly for me Sunday, October 27, 2013 OD is working properly for me!! I'm thinking about stuff. Not bad thinking though. It used to be when I would think late at night it w...

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Your own pace Saturday, October 26, 2013 My computer keeps making the sound that my phone makes when I get a text. It is mysterious and frustrating. I have found that I am starting to value...

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Quick One Thursday, October 24, 2013 No BOQ today. The book is upstairs and I don't feel like getting it. Hung out with John, Jenny, and Santos yesterday. It was nice. I'm hanging with Dani...

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A constant BOQ #18 Tuesday, October 22, 2013 I have found pessimism gets me nowhere. I would honestly rather get let down than live day to day expecting nothing. That's an empty life. That's...

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Broader Thinking BOQ #17 Monday, October 21, 2013 My thoughts scare me. But I grow weary of being afraid. I grow weary of feeling stressed out. I grow weary of avoiding certain patterns of t...

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Extra Spicy BOQ #16 Saturday, October 19, 2013 "Life is full of hydraulics, up and down" - Kendrick Lamar I was up till almost 9 in the morning today watching movies. I watched "Prisoners" ...

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Self Worth BOQ #15 Saturday, October 19, 2013 "What's love got to do with it when you don't love yourself?" - Kendrick Lamar At one point this evening I was ashamed of myself. Embarrassed e...

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Despite. BOQ #14 Thursday, October 17, 2013 My day was basic again. I can sometimes grow frustrated with this routine. But a routine is something I am grateful for to be honest. When you los...

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Too long BOQ #13 Thursday, October 17, 2013 Its been a couple of months. I've neglected OD because of dating Ashley. Not a real excuse but I've learned love can make you lazy. Also my comput...

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Neglect.. A MONTH???? Monday, July 29, 2013 A month. A MONTH???? I am thoroughly ashamed of myself. I will write a proper entry in a little bit. DAMN I blame Ashley. Oh yeah me and Ashle...

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Up All Night --- BOQ #12 Sunday, June 30, 2013 A lot of anger in this entry. Fair warning. Ashley has me up all night. Not that I'm complaining. I like this girl a lot. But at some point I...

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Bittersweet Blood on the Leaves - BOQ #11 Thursday, June 27, 2013 I may have hypomania. Google it if you don't know. Or maybe I am having a manic episode. I mean of course looking online doe...

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I had some sort of episode. Tuesday, June 25, 2013 I think I might have had an episode. I was just by myself in my room. If you were in my room I doubt you would have noticed. I wasn't like ...

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Unexpected - BOQ #10 Sunday, June 23, 2013 Well I feel myself slowly giving into Ashley. If i was in my right mind I would have given in a while ago. She is an awesome girl and she is sayin...

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Goals - BOQ #9 Thursday, June 20, 2013 Well I love love love the all three of the new Albums. Yeezus, Watching Movies with the sound off, and Born sinner. I can't stop listening. Its so nic...

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3 new albums- BOQ #8 Tuesday, June 18, 2013 Well I am feeling a little overwhelmed right now. Three new albums. Released on the same day. All big names. Mac Miller-Watching Movies With the...

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Crazy Sunday, June 16, 2013 Sorry no BOQ today. Laptop been acting up. Writing this on my IPhone . These past couple of days have been interesting. Well I tried to tell Ashley in the clea...

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Bada bing bada boom - BOQ #7 Thursday, June 13, 2013 When I write entries I try and just write how I am literally thinking. Try. I try to write how I think throughout the day or whatever. I ...

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