Crazy Sunday, June 16, 2013
Sorry no BOQ today. Laptop been acting up. Writing this on my IPhone .
These past couple of days have been interesting.
Well I tried to tell Ashley in the clearest and most gentle way I could that I didn't really want a relationship right now ,even though I really do like you a lot. Now just isn't a good time. I gotta get my shit together first. I didn't want either of us to get too attached. I wasn't really dumping her. We never were in a relationship.
She seemed to get it at first and I thought "awesome she is cool with it." But then she turns around and says "well. I still like you. I think you are a really good guy." She basically ignored what I just Said or didn't really understand what I meant. We just kept talking. Like I never said anything I was very confused. She said she was going to kiss me tomorrow.
Huhhhh I don't really know anymore.
Then Kayli (a 16 year old girl that is somehow realated to Virgil.) has been staying at the house so she can see her boyfriend. Who happens to be our next door neighbor. Apparently today the broke. She wasn't too broken up about it.they haven't been dating long. Also,I don't know how legit this beakup is. So I go upstairs and say goodnight.
Soon I get a Facebook instant message from her. She says I left my charger downstairs AND that if I wanted to come down and chill with her because it gets lonely down there sometimes. I say alright.
Intrigued by this new development I go downstairs. We talk about nothing really. But the conversation is easy and lighthearted. Pleasent. She really is a pretty girl.
As I am about to leave I laugh at this dude on the T.V. smoking a joint. She laughs too. She asks me if I smoke. I said yeah. She says she has some pot and that we should smoke. We made a piece out of a soda bottle. Well she did. It was awesome to see her make it. We smoked. First time I have in months. I told her and she laughed. I thanked her. I might be starting to like her now too.
Interesting right? My dull boring life. Is now seeing action. My whole life I have never seen a girl show any real interest In me. Now there are two? And they are pretty? And cool? It's some sick joke, it has to be.
I am happy I guess but as much as I like these girls I don't believe should be in a relationship right now.
I work at McDonald's. Need I say more? And liking two girls can easily lead to drama. And Kayli is on the rebound. Which is sensitive enough.
Im stressed.
huhh I would write more for sure but I am writing this on my IPhone. My hand hurts. But I shall go into more detail ASAP
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