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I just keep muttering to myself under my breath or in my head, “You have a plan… stick to the plan…” I caught a girl cheating in class using ChatGPT on her writing assignment. I walked past her...

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I thought I had written about a conversation I had with my mother, but maybe I never posted it. My stepfather was very sick and started losing weight very rapidly. As my mother was telling me al...

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Well, let’s rip off the Band Aid and get it over with. I had posted that interview Ark made a few months back to promote his tv series. I was very excited about it because his first series, Sha...

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I went on the office work trip last month. I hadn’t planned on going since last year’s trip was such a disaster, but when the invitation came, I noticed that they were taking us to an all expens...

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Ark did an interview about his show that’s premiering right now and this is exactly what he’s like. He’s an absolute doll and sweetheart.

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The vacation has begun. I have nothing really to say except that I randomly got a few ideas for some interesting plans over the summer. Hopefully I’ll get some work done on those and have someth...

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I am fine. The earthquake in Bangkok did not affect me too much. I was at work recording a message for Limp while it happened. The message is pretty boring but it ends with “Holy Shit, the buil...

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I talked to my mother for the first time since before Valentine’s Day. It was a long talk, and she’s kind of a bit lost with herself. I get it, and I understand it but I had to point it out to h...

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I went on a little vacation last week. I visited Chiang Mai. It’s quite a lovely place, although it reminds me a bit too much of Haight-Ashbury. Lots of tourists, not really anything too exciti...

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I randomly watched this series on Netflix and it kind of ripped me apart. I’ve been walking around like an open wound for the past week. There were situations in the show that I understood so w...

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Well, the property is officially sold and I was very surprised when my mother deposited my share of the sale into my account. I have to be honest, I’m not sure how I feel about the whole thing...

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I tried to get myself organized, but it seems to be a much more difficult process than I had originally thought it would be. I mean, I have to come up with a serious life for myself now. There’...

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I received some news from my little brother in mid-October that surprised me. He said that he was surprised that I hadn’t been told about it, either, and so I called my mother for confirmation. ...

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Honestly, my life stayed mostly the same for six months. I was working so much that I had almost no time for anyone or anything. Anytime I did go out, it was mostly rote and full of stupid choic...

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The next semester started after I had only 9 days off. I discovered just a few days ago that I was assigned an international class against my requests, which means I do not have a day off until M...

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I think I may have made my mother’s statements from the last entry misunderstood, she has always been like that and it wasn’t said with malice, it was said matter-of-factly. It’s just an acknowle...

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I know that erasing all of my social media was a big overreaction, and I know what it was about, too. First, there was a message from Dave. 10 years ago, Dave was one of my closest friends. He w...

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I decided that I would participate in Pride, which is something I mostly had avoided since moving to Thailand. I’ve never really enjoyed that kind of frivolity, just too many people and other thi...

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I hadn’t been out in a very long time. I’d finally gotten the all-clear from the doctor, but I was still recovering from the surgery. The biopsy had come back negative so the month of existential...

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I don’t want to say I turned over a new leaf, which would not be accurate because I went to another one of those insane sex parties, but I’ve become much more selective about who I socialize with...

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Last night was random in ways I wasn’t sure I was prepared for… I had decided I was going to have a nutty night out because I spent nearly all of November in a holding pattern. I’d finished week ...

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Well, I got through my first week. I say “got through” but in reality it was fine. Yes, every class there was some problem, usually with the technology or some other thing that nobody in leadersh...

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Last night, I went to the 8th anniversary of Luka, a super trendy restaurant in the fancy part of town. The owner invited me and I was very surprised Bane didn’t show up. Bane has been vying for ...

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I know it’s been a while considering I was in a good rhythm for a while, but I did something that had huge consequences and I did not really think about it in advance which caused me to spend alm...

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What has been the highlight of this past week? Last night I was on a date and it was incredibly boring, he was gorgeous but had the personality of a rice square. When he finally left, the guys at...

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