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A small request
Please read and comment if/when you can. Been a lonely xmas https://www.prosebox.net/entry/1829040/20-2023-what-could-of-and-should-of-been-pt2-relationships-and-friendships
20. Natalie - a big missed opportunity
Continuing where I left off from Chapter 19. The downside of starting my new job and what this meant was I would be seeing less of my friends regularly as I was still initially living in Nantwich...
19. New Job and Home
Here I am again. About to write down what has been some familiar ground from the previous chapters. To date as I write this, it’s been personally quite a torrid, depressing and isolating year fo...
18. .....followed by the worst luck in the world
Contradictory to what I’ve wrote in this title, the start of this chapter started out well. Looking back on it now, it went too well. Having been single for over 3 and half years up to this point...
17. The best luck in the world.....
Fast forward to Summer 2021, with lockdown easing off I saw more of my friends again and things started to become normal again getting back to old activities we used to do. Perhaps the upside of ...
16: Lockdown life
So into 2020 we go. Will try and keep 2020 brief because of the corona virus pandemic. The year starts out actually potentially on the brink of potentially starting a relationship as I’d been on ...
15: Finding my feet 2019
Been a couple of years since I wrote my previous chapters so I thought it would be best to write out my recent experiences post 2018 especially since I’ve had another episode of anxiety recently....
14: Moving away and trying to move on
I had only a few days left in Staffordshire before moving up. I still had a raw mix of emotions even 9 months after splitting up from Lauren. I still had depression from thoughts of what could ha...
13: My letter to Lauren
As mentioned in the last chapter, i wrote Lauren a goodbye letter before i moved up to Nantwich. I wrote this with as much honesty and heart. When writing this, i still had so much love for Laure...
12: Saying goodbye to Lauren
My decision to move to Nantwich rather than Stone wasn’t one i wanted to take but considering the circumstances it was something i needed to do. I took this as my first priority in August to look...
11: Trying to recover and figure things out
The one thing that started to happen more since splitting up with Lauren was that is started to dream more about her, although calling them dreams would be kind. The very first dream i had was th...
11: Trying to recover and figure things out
The one thing that started to happen more since splitting up with Lauren was that is started to dream more about her, although calling them dreams would be kind. The very first dream i had was th...
10: A break, a break-up and a block
Into January 2018 now. Hoping that all the previous tension i had within myself would just vanish. Christmas was well and truly done, my brother had finally moved out of my house and into his own...
9: The decline
Beginning of August 2017, Lauren had switched off from holiday mode and was preparing to move house with her mum. Admitting within myself i had concerns that her house move would have an impact o...
8: Love getting stronger and stronger
I was in such a good place post Valentine’s day. Me and Lauren were in love with each other and i was loving it. It was the simple things that kept the love strong. Everyday we would send each go...
7: The moment of saying 'I love you'
Thursday 19th January 2017 - i felt relaxed with myself now that I no longer was on dating scene and had captured an absolute diamond girl. Weird thing is that i still didn’t have her phone numbe...
6: Enter Lauren
Most of the reasons why I’m writing these chapters is mostly as i’m trying to get over a relationship i had with Lauren. This chapter onward will pretty much cover Lauren from here on in. Now tha...
5: Seeing out a crap year
From August to the remainder of 2016 i would describe as being an even more confusing and stressful time for me in a different way from how i experienced the start of the year. Getting rid of Sa...
4: Change of self
Trying to let everything in my life calm down after moving in with grandma wasn’t going to be easy. Before heading down to Goodwood, I had everything i ever wanted in life except of course Jade. ...
3: Fight to keep what I have
Life wasn’t going to be the same again. I lost Jade but inside i was determined not to lose anything else. Jade had mentioned after breaking up that she found a house that she wanted to buy. Whic...
2: Break up with Jade
The story starts on Saturday 28th November 2015. At this point, i would say life is good. I just switched jobs internally at work following on from 2 years of struggles at work. I’m living in a b...
1: Introduction - why I'm writing this
I decided to document these stories i’m about to write whilst i was on holiday in Australia. There is a lot of stuff which i have had in my head which before today I’ve never had chance or even t...
Book Description
Writing a few chapters to cover my own struggles between 2 relationships which i’ve held dearly.
