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My own struggles

by SC1987

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16: Lockdown life

So into 2020 we go. Will try and keep 2020 brief because of the corona virus pandemic. The year starts out actually potentially on the brink of potentially starting a relationship as I’d been on ...


Been a couple of years since I wrote my previous chapters so I thought it would be best to write out my recent experiences post 2018 especially since I’ve had another episode of anxiety recently....


I had only a few days left in Staffordshire before moving up. I still had a raw mix of emotions even 9 months after splitting up from Lauren. I still had depression from thoughts of what could ha...


March 10, 2019

13: My letter to Lauren

As mentioned in the last chapter, i wrote Lauren a goodbye letter before i moved up to Nantwich. I wrote this with as much honesty and heart. When writing this, i still had so much love for Laure...


My decision to move to Nantwich rather than Stone wasn’t one i wanted to take but considering the circumstances it was something i needed to do. I took this as my first priority in August to look...


The one thing that started to happen more since splitting up with Lauren was that is started to dream more about her, although calling them dreams would be kind. The very first dream i had was th...


The one thing that started to happen more since splitting up with Lauren was that is started to dream more about her, although calling them dreams would be kind. The very first dream i had was th...


Into January 2018 now. Hoping that all the previous tension i had within myself would just vanish. Christmas was well and truly done, my brother had finally moved out of my house and into his own...


March 03, 2019

9: The decline

Beginning of August 2017, Lauren had switched off from holiday mode and was preparing to move house with her mum. Admitting within myself i had concerns that her house move would have an impact o...


I was in such a good place post Valentine’s day. Me and Lauren were in love with each other and i was loving it. It was the simple things that kept the love strong. Everyday we would send each go...


Thursday 19th January 2017 - i felt relaxed with myself now that I no longer was on dating scene and had captured an absolute diamond girl. Weird thing is that i still didn’t have her phone numbe...


February 06, 2019

6: Enter Lauren

Most of the reasons why I’m writing these chapters is mostly as i’m trying to get over a relationship i had with Lauren. This chapter onward will pretty much cover Lauren from here on in. Now tha...


January 31, 2019

5: Seeing out a crap year

From August to the remainder of 2016 i would describe as being an even more confusing and stressful time for me in a different way from how i experienced the start of the year. Getting rid of Sa...


January 26, 2019

4: Change of self

Trying to let everything in my life calm down after moving in with grandma wasn’t going to be easy. Before heading down to Goodwood, I had everything i ever wanted in life except of course Jade. ...


January 20, 2019

3: Fight to keep what I have

Life wasn’t going to be the same again. I lost Jade but inside i was determined not to lose anything else. Jade had mentioned after breaking up that she found a house that she wanted to buy. Whic...


January 17, 2019

2: Break up with Jade

The story starts on Saturday 28th November 2015. At this point, i would say life is good. I just switched jobs internally at work following on from 2 years of struggles at work. I’m living in a b...


I decided to document these stories i’m about to write whilst i was on holiday in Australia. There is a lot of stuff which i have had in my head which before today I’ve never had chance or even t...


Book Description

Writing a few chapters to cover my own struggles between 2 relationships which i’ve held dearly.