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September 10, 2019

Stupid Technology

For some reason photobucket won’t let me log in proper so no pics for now. I’ll screw around with it later on on the laptop. Right now I’ve been up all night gaming after work. I’m off today ...


September 08, 2019

New Age

I cut my hair and shaved in bald. I’ll keep doing this till something better comes along. Pics soon.


September 02, 2019

Stuft

Just got back from my brother’s place for a cookout. Damn I’m full… Work is organized chaos every day. There are no slow periods, ugh. Thankfully we’re closed Sunday’s. My lower back, left s...


August 29, 2019

JFC

I forgot how much places work you for crap pay. I’m fucking beat… I’d kill For a few beers right now…and a joint…and a pain pill.


August 26, 2019

Tatty

Worked a few hours Saturday night as a quick training shift. It’ll be easy enough but we were constantly busy. Already got my eye on a smart ass red head but she’s way young. 19. Creepy old m...


August 21, 2019

Seriously?

Within the last few days I’ve gotten four call backs about jobs. Where the hell were you guys three weeks ago? Yesterday I interviewed at a local restaurant for a dishwasher position. Had the ...


August 18, 2019

Aw Jeez

I woke up around ten this morning and was so groggy it was all I could do to reach the couch which I promptly fell back asleep. Interview for a warehouse job tomorrow. Let’s see what happens. ...


August 18, 2019

Why Can't I Meet Her?


August 14, 2019

Good Book & Breakfast

I started Gunpowder Empire (finally) at my doc appointment yesterday. He usually has an hour (or more) wait time. I got into it. So when I couldn’t sleep last night I picked it back up and ove...


August 13, 2019

Seriously? This? Now?

Friday/Saturday my right eye started involuntarily tearing up. Weird. Blamed it on sinuses. Sunday/last night it started feeling itchy with a slight burning sensation with more tears. I see my...


August 13, 2019

Poop In Peace

I leave the door open now when I use the toilet. If I don’t Smokey stays at the door and cries repeatedly till I let him in. Then he proceeds to hop in my lap and rub his face all over purring ...


August 12, 2019

Lazy Dude

I gamed for eight hours from 11:30 PM to 7:30 AM. Somewhere in the middle I had a late dinner of Chef Boyardee. Italian of champions. I’m tired but I know I won’t sleep.


August 10, 2019

Grill Out Saturday

Two chicken breast and four ears of sweet corn on the grill. Baked beans in the oven Potatoes boiling on the stove. Tonight we shall feast. Kinda wish I had some fresh spinach to cook with it, ...


August 09, 2019

Ugh.exe

My sinuses have been killing me today. Also I’m a bit stopped up. Bah! The turkey sandwich I had at IHOP acted up the acid reflux. To combat it one antacid and a grape popsicle. Twas delish. ...


Dumbass politicians are going back to the tired argument that video games, weed, lack of God, etc… are the reasons for mass shootings. Can we lay this one to fucking rest already?


July 30, 2019

My Left Hand Hurts

Smokey was in my lap yesterday and in the middle of getting petted he spazzed and clawed/bit the hell out of my hand. Didn’t think much of it but now I’ve got a few scratches and they hurt. Litt...


July 27, 2019

The Cat Whisperer

Currently Smokey is curled up in my lap, Rose keeps walking back and forth getting petted and no clue where Lily is. Over the last few weeks we’ve had some strays coming around. Four total I t...


July 26, 2019

Steak Night

Got a flank steak thawing on the kitchen counter. Grilling out tonight. Nom! I feel itchy at the moment. Actually a lot lately. Can’t explain it. No rash or anything. Dry skin? Maybe. Wh...


Yeah…I came to write but now I got nothin’. Just not feeling it anymore… Every day is mundane and nothing really happens.


July 22, 2019

Time Machine

Wish they existed. They’re are some real dumbass things I’ve done lately I’d like to fix. To those I hurt I’m really sorry… I’ve checked into information on disability. I need to chat with my do...


Take me to Portugal Take me to Spain… I’ve lost weight Due to one meal a day…if even that. That is all… Why are Pixar films so depressing? If the boot fits…


July 19, 2019

Useless Drunk That I Am


July 16, 2019

Humper Didder Doo

Mexican buffet Friday night. Grilled teriyaki chicken with pineapple slices Saturday night. Grilled chili dogs Sunday night. Between that I spent the weekend with a bottle in hand forgetting Frid...


July 12, 2019

And Like That It's Over

I was let go today. I was late a few times, had to leave early twice (one including yesterday) and one of the owners saw me on an unauthorized smoke break one day. That was used for my terminati...


This visitors came in yesterday. It went good from what I heard. I spent almost all day in the tool room cleaning up after everyone. Mostly organizing drill bits and taps. Not one or two but ...


Book Description

I came on my own volition.
I am the man that got away.

Work -
Tonight I clocked in at 4:30 PM and it was suddenly Wednesday when I worked 6:45 AM to 6 PM with only an hour lunch break and on my feet the rest. I was trying to relieve Logan in the back who was frying chicken both for our loose case and boxed hot case so he could go to lunch. Instead I got mixed with a redneck who wanted a Philly steak and cheese. I made his sandwich to order only to be confronted with the elderly gentleman behind him. He, to this shit. o, wanted a Philly. I was annoyed. Angry. Granted chicken side cooking sucks At least you’re away from the customers. I can, “pretend”, like I’m cooking chicken in the back but dick around for ten minutes, which actually rarely happens. You learn to smile and accept this shit. Made him his sandwich, didn’t stop to ask the next customer if he needed help. Instead, went straight to the back and told Logan to take his lunch, I was taking over, box up what just came up out the fryer and we’re good.

It was just one of those days. People wonder why I get stoned before work.

I.
Am.
Robot.

Tell.
Me.
What.
Is.
Next.

I’m versatile.
Put me in any situation and I come victorious.
Even on the bad days.

So when I go the hardcore bitch mode of my assistant manager on Wednesday after my eleventh hour there. I got irate.

I know she does a job for two.
Her boss/my boss sucks ass.
But fuck....I’m part time.
If you want to bitch and yell about the shit that the full timers didn’t do…bitch to them.
DON’T MAKE ME DO THEIR FUCKING SHIT THE LAST HOUR I’M THERE!
I’ve been working for this slave camp for three and a half years.
I lost my insurance last year due to me being stupid and the store manager catching on. Which is actually a big blessing. I haven’t missed a day in a year.

But I’ve been there for every shift.
Sleep, no sleep?
Fuck it.
Show up for work.
The computer takes over on schedule and now I don’t qualify for our good insurance.
I have to take the government stuff?
OK.
I’m a democrat.
Lifelong.
BUT FUCK YOU OBAMA!
Don’t tell me what to do.
I’ll go another year without health insurance.
I want my good Blue Cross Blue Shield Back.
Make my job give me the hours back for insurance.

People close to me say I need to see a therapist.
After A.A. and an almost check in at rehab.
Maybe I do need anti-depressants.

This is a rant with no one I know reading this.
Its liberating.

I welcome ProseBox into my life.