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Happy Zombie Jesus Day!
Mom is going to bake a ham so I’ll probably stay stoned like I did yesterday. Happy Easter, y’all. Despite me smoking out like a freight train I actually got a lot done. Lawn mowed, Paxil refi...
M*A*S*H And The Corona Virus
As for me I just got back from a good long drive down some country roads in this beautiful weather.
Stolen from Ferret Mom
▪︎1. What was the last thing you drank? Water ▪︎2. Where was your profile picture taken? Stanley Spadowki’s Playhouse! ▪︎3. Worst pain ever? Pinched sciatic nerve or gout flare up. Either way I ...
Four Day Weekend
Due to some bad parts I ran last week I got written up and a two day no pay suspension. I wanted some time off but this isn’t the way.
Duhn Duhn
Watching Law and Order. Fuggin’ love this show. Peacock bought breakfast for us after work this morning. Didn’t realize Sonic had some bad ass breakfast food. French toast sticks rules. My t...
Oh Ya!!!
I finally got off during sex today! She’s averaged about two orgasms each time, she then told me it’s about time. Lol I consumed way too many pain pills recently. I came down off them Sunday ni...
Spread Like A Virus (Survey)
20 quarantine questions. Answer truthfully. Are you an Essential worker? Medical part manufacturer, so yes. How many drinks have you had since the quarantine began? Zero! If you have kids, are th...
Figures
Since January we’ve been promised raises in April. That’s canceled. They’re blaming surgeons not order in parts (then why do we work Saturday’s) and that orders are low. Then why did we post rec...
Not Feeling So Hot
I feel queasy. Feelings been with me all day. Fell asleep shortly after work and missed her call so she went home. Now I’m fully awake and my tummy still feels uneasy. Ugh
8 Weeks!
Officially two months sober today. With all the chaos in the world it sure feels longer. A Hell of a lot longer.
More Itchin'
Seriously, I’m about to take sandpaper and iodine to my skin if this doesn’t stop! I’m off tonight and tomorrow. Been up playing God of War last few hours. Nothing planned for this weekend. Hel...
Lot 'O Gravy
Itching to high heavens. Argh! I wanna chew on myself like an animal. Purchased more pills off her and spent the night at work high. They actually pep me up so I was on my feet the entire sh...
Sonnuva!
My Zippo decided to run away from me. Can’t find the damn thing which sucks ‘cause I love the sound it makes and the smell of the fuel. I’ll find it, damnit! Peacock gave me some pain meds from ...
I'm Fine
Bad night at work. I fucking hate running the Swiss machines. Came home, got stoned, got laid. All is good. Sorta.
I Could Go For A Drink Right Now
Several, actually. 6:04 AM. I could REALLY go for a fucking drink now.
Malfunctioning Penis
Sounds like a cool band name, right? Dear Penis, This is getting old. We’re getting some on the regular again now after years of nothing steady. You’re making her feel bad. We got close, didn’...
Fuck This Shit!
Boss texted me on the way to the doc to bitch me out. Doc couldn’t do the work ‘cause my blood pressure is high. Primary doc requires an office visit (for BP meds) EVEN THOUGH HE KNOWS I’ve had H...
7 Weeks
Sober. Peacock dropped by on her way to work for a quickie. Grilled chicken thighs and zucchini for dinner. Got myself and her a bag of weed then went to her house to hang. She’s finally talke...
Crap Fudge Frick
Peacock had had a bad night at home so she played hooky from work to hang with me Thursday. We rode together to the root canal appointment and she was going to drive my drugged butt home. I che...
Another Night
Returned to work tonight. Booooo! Saw my regular doc this morning. He’s annoyed that the dentist didn’t give me anymore pain meds. He gave me Tramadol which does fuck all for my toothache. Wa...
Night Off/Update
Peacock came by after her shift and rocked my world. My chest and neck are marked up XD. I love cuddling with her. She’s almost a foot shorter than me so it has it’s advantages. All late nig...
Fudgepacker!
Can’t stand the pain anymore. Bugged the doc, now scheduled for a root canal Thursday morning.
And Always Remember Your Towel
I want to bitch about work but it feels so insignificant after reading my bookmarks tonight
Bootylicious
Got laid again before work tonight. Still didn’t get off. looks at penis What the fuck, bro? It feels good! You still got your stamina. C’mon. Show her and I a little love and cross that fini...
1:26 AM/Updated
Sex is a good distraction from an alcohol craving. When she looks down and stares for a few seconds and I ask playfully What and she smiles and responds Nothing, just admiring the view. Gah! 😻😽😸...
Book Description
I came on my own volition.
I am the man that got away.
Work -
Tonight I clocked in at 4:30 PM and it was suddenly Wednesday when I worked 6:45 AM to 6 PM with only an hour lunch break and on my feet the rest. I was trying to relieve Logan in the back who was frying chicken both for our loose case and boxed hot case so he could go to lunch. Instead I got mixed with a redneck who wanted a Philly steak and cheese. I made his sandwich to order only to be confronted with the elderly gentleman behind him. He, to this shit. o, wanted a Philly. I was annoyed. Angry. Granted chicken side cooking sucks At least you’re away from the customers. I can, “pretend”, like I’m cooking chicken in the back but dick around for ten minutes, which actually rarely happens. You learn to smile and accept this shit. Made him his sandwich, didn’t stop to ask the next customer if he needed help. Instead, went straight to the back and told Logan to take his lunch, I was taking over, box up what just came up out the fryer and we’re good.
It was just one of those days. People wonder why I get stoned before work.
I.
Am.
Robot.
Tell.
Me.
What.
Is.
Next.
I’m versatile.
Put me in any situation and I come victorious.
Even on the bad days.
So when I go the hardcore bitch mode of my assistant manager on Wednesday after my eleventh hour there. I got irate.
I know she does a job for two.
Her boss/my boss sucks ass.
But fuck....I’m part time.
If you want to bitch and yell about the shit that the full timers didn’t do…bitch to them.
DON’T MAKE ME DO THEIR FUCKING SHIT THE LAST HOUR I’M THERE!
I’ve been working for this slave camp for three and a half years.
I lost my insurance last year due to me being stupid and the store manager catching on. Which is actually a big blessing. I haven’t missed a day in a year.
But I’ve been there for every shift.
Sleep, no sleep?
Fuck it.
Show up for work.
The computer takes over on schedule and now I don’t qualify for our good insurance.
I have to take the government stuff?
OK.
I’m a democrat.
Lifelong.
BUT FUCK YOU OBAMA!
Don’t tell me what to do.
I’ll go another year without health insurance.
I want my good Blue Cross Blue Shield Back.
Make my job give me the hours back for insurance.
People close to me say I need to see a therapist.
After A.A. and an almost check in at rehab.
Maybe I do need anti-depressants.
This is a rant with no one I know reading this.
Its liberating.
I welcome ProseBox into my life.
