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Pride And Joy Played On The Radio
Today I walked into a Spirit Halloween store and walked out twenty minutes later with a new job. I start Saturday. Honestly, I did it just to see what would happen. My hunch was right. š¤...
Whoopsie!
I got permanently banned from Reddit today. The post was of Trump calling himself a war hero. All; said was he needs to see combat and get shot. Apparently they was a threat of violence and t...
11:33 PM
Laid down for a nap around 4 PM and slept till 9. It was nice but now I know Iām going to be awake for a bit. If I was still a drinking man I would have gone out and gotten some booze for ...
As Of Midnight...
500 Days Sober Why canāt I get out of my funk enough enjoy it?
B A Bay B E Bee
Itās been a very busy day. Paid a bill, picked up my holds at the ābrary, got groceries. It was also like a freakinā sauna hot/humid out today. Come dinner I was too tired to cook so I opted...
Resources
Iām typing this up while watching Rebel Without A Cause. New goal is to read all the comics I can through the Hoopla app and check out all the films Iāve wanted to see over the years. Librar...
So Much For That
And the Reddit friend ghosted me after an argument. Itās amazing how someone can be lovey dovey flirty one minute claiming their so happy to be talking once again and turn on a dime the next. ...
Mr. Crowley
Iāve had that song stuck in my head at random intervals since Ozzy passed away. Woke up feeling a lot better today. Granted I went to bed late. I was up talking with someone I met on Reddit t...
Don't Feel Well
Iāve felt like crap today. š¤·āāļø Sunday I got mixed up. Mike canceled on Red Robin, not the Chris Titus gig. His opening act, wife and fellow comedian Rachel Bradley. Same jokes from last ti...
Galactus Hungers
Fantastic Four was decent, good movie. Not great. Iron Man 1, Cap Winter Soldier? Those were great. Sue (Invisible Woman played by Vanessa Kirby), Johnny (Human Torch played by Joseph Quin...
My Week
Monday I put Rose to sleep. Thank you to everyone for your kind words. Iām not broken up over it. Yes I shed tears but not full on ugly cry. I made my peace with her declining health months ...
Release The Epstein Files!
A cult test you say?
Rainbow Bridge
Mom is a big believer in signs. Today a rainstorm brewed up. https://photos.app.goo.gl/WC2tPGKPF8Htqn9a8 I will know that Rosie safely crossed over. Sheās chilling with Ozzy. š¤ Iām not de...
Laid To Rest
Rosie went peacefully at the vet. Mom and I both petted on her while the doc did her work. I buried her by Momās bedroom window. Rosie would lay on Momās bed in the sunlight and sleep. I think...
Grave Digger
I just finished digging Roseās grave. Over the last week sheās ate less and less and will flop down a few feet from her dish and not move the rest of the day. With a heavy heart Iāll be takin...
Superman And Zombies
Mom and I saw the new Superman Tuesday. Iāve never been a fan of Supes but the flick was pretty entertaining. Some good social commentary on real life. Monkeys on the internet writing hate com...
Don't Ya Hate It
I dozed off after 8 PM and woke up a little after midnight. It is now 4:23 AM and I want a meal. No breakfast, a dinner meal! Fried chicken n steak n mashed taters with gravy and butter n asp...
Have Y'all Seen The News?
The Daily Show is going to be fucking wild tomorrow. Jon Stewart is hosting. š¤ In other news⦠https://youtube.com/shorts/8NsWEkc8cnk?si=EZusmeuHLStRezOe
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Itās 465 Days Sober.
Grab A Cop's Gun Kinda Crazy
I keep coming here to write and blah! Iāve had a lot on my mind since the job fell through. Seems like every time I start to feel a little better about the situation I get another reminder o...
Late Night Reddit Find
The thread topic was about other cultures misrepresentation. Case in point, how some in Japan might see us: That is pure artā¦
Are Ya Achin'?
Yup! Yup! Yup! 4:48 AM and Iāve got the heating pad on my right hip going full blast. It just started hurting out of the blue. Another of the endless joys of getting older.
Tha Furth!
For some reason Iāve been saying things with an āurā enunciation when humoring myself lately. Guess Iām trying to make it sound as redneck as possible. Tomorrow is Independence Day. Independe...
2:20 AM Wide Awake
Sunday June 22nd was hot. It had been hot all week but this was instant sweat walking outside. I made the mistake of watching a redneck on YouTube try Colt .45 malt liquor the first time. Hom...
Injured Without Fun
Before I got up today I let myself have one good stretch while laying down. Thatās when both legs decided a Charlie Horse would be a great wake up call. I couldnāt stand up, it was awful. F...
Book Description
I came on my own volition.
I am the man that got away.
Work -
Tonight I clocked in at 4:30 PM and it was suddenly Wednesday when I worked 6:45 AM to 6 PM with only an hour lunch break and on my feet the rest. I was trying to relieve Logan in the back who was frying chicken both for our loose case and boxed hot case so he could go to lunch. Instead I got mixed with a redneck who wanted a Philly steak and cheese. I made his sandwich to order only to be confronted with the elderly gentleman behind him. He, to this shit. o, wanted a Philly. I was annoyed. Angry. Granted chicken side cooking sucks At least youāre away from the customers. I can, āpretendā, like Iām cooking chicken in the back but dick around for ten minutes, which actually rarely happens. You learn to smile and accept this shit. Made him his sandwich, didnāt stop to ask the next customer if he needed help. Instead, went straight to the back and told Logan to take his lunch, I was taking over, box up what just came up out the fryer and weāre good.
It was just one of those days. People wonder why I get stoned before work.
I.
Am.
Robot.
Tell.
Me.
What.
Is.
Next.
Iām versatile.
Put me in any situation and I come victorious.
Even on the bad days.
So when I go the hardcore bitch mode of my assistant manager on Wednesday after my eleventh hour there. I got irate.
I know she does a job for two.
Her boss/my boss sucks ass.
But fuck....Iām part time.
If you want to bitch and yell about the shit that the full timers didnāt doā¦bitch to them.
DONāT MAKE ME DO THEIR FUCKING SHIT THE LAST HOUR IāM THERE!
Iāve been working for this slave camp for three and a half years.
I lost my insurance last year due to me being stupid and the store manager catching on. Which is actually a big blessing. I havenāt missed a day in a year.
But Iāve been there for every shift.
Sleep, no sleep?
Fuck it.
Show up for work.
The computer takes over on schedule and now I donāt qualify for our good insurance.
I have to take the government stuff?
OK.
Iām a democrat.
Lifelong.
BUT FUCK YOU OBAMA!
Donāt tell me what to do.
Iāll go another year without health insurance.
I want my good Blue Cross Blue Shield Back.
Make my job give me the hours back for insurance.
People close to me say I need to see a therapist.
After A.A. and an almost check in at rehab.
Maybe I do need anti-depressants.
This is a rant with no one I know reading this.
Its liberating.
I welcome ProseBox into my life.