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October 28, 2019

Direct Retaliation

I just finished the chapter in Gretch Carlson’s Be Fierce that I was waiting for. I now have a term for what happened to me. After I reported sexual harassment, I experienced Direct Retaliation. ...


October 27, 2019

Search

I’m almost a quarter of the way into Gretchen Carlson’s book Be Fierce and I can’t even believe how bad workplaces are for women! Even I have a history of being an enabler and I didn’t even have ...


October 27, 2019

Mood Born Illness

Guess what I’m doing with my life today? That’s right! Nothing! I am crippled by fear & anxiety and have not found my way around it. Yet. Maybe I will not hesitate and do something that will ...


October 26, 2019

iDumb

I’m so gagged. I decided to join the 21st century and download Audible. I get one credit for the 30-day free trial and I accidentally used it to download the wrong book. I wanted Mel Robbin’s aud...


October 26, 2019

Ayahuasca Curious

My sleep could not have been worse. All that I can think about is everything my previous employers get away with. It was the six-month anniversary of being fired so naturally, it was just going t...


October 25, 2019

Dumb Rambling

I’m feeling pretty woozy and dizzy so I am pretty sure that I caught the flu that is going around. I knew that I was going to catch it as my niece and nephew are both infected and are just coughi...


October 25, 2019

Damn Danielle

Last week around this time I was questioning if I had control over my drinking or not so I decided to go on a cleanse. One week was enough, Damn Daniel, back at again with the red wine #2012momen...


October 24, 2019

Ramblings of a loser

[Trigger Warning: This entry has an opinion in it that is not recommended for readers with low self-esteem] The results for the bloodwork should be in by Monday. I won’t know what to think if the...


October 22, 2019

And I oop

It’s absolutely criminal the way I am abusing Prosebox in the last 24 hours. I left a voicemail with that lawyer. If he does not return my call Leanne will go talk to his assistant. I called my d...


October 22, 2019

Representation

Three entries in one day? Not a record. Well, I might have legal representation from my countries biggest law firm. They have a renown labour and employment team and I was given the contact infor...


October 21, 2019

Letter

Well, once I again I did not wake up in a tropical paradise with a gorgeous specimen of male goodness wrapped around me and six figures in my bank account… so you can imagine how disappointed I a...


October 20, 2019

Good God Get A Grip Girl

After I wrote my entry yesterday I wanted to talk to somebody so I called my mother. “Ma! I’m trying not to freak out right now“ “What’s wrong son?“ “My hair is falling out and I’m gonna die!“ “...


October 19, 2019

Freaked Out

The kind of alopecia that I suspected myself of having is androgenic alopecia (pattern hair loss). It’s hormonally driven but after this morning I suspect that it might be telogen effluvium alope...


A starting ritual is a great way to learn a new habit. It helps inspire confidence and courage. The one habit that I have been trying so hard to break is hesitation. We have about a five-second w...


October 18, 2019

Gasp

A couple of weekends ago I wrote about how high my stress was about going out to that social and then to my friend’s wedding the following day. My social anxiety got the better of me but I pushed...


October 17, 2019

Sorry Not Sorry

I still have Facebook Messenger so that I can still reach out to people should I need to. My sister’s boyfriend has been harassing me on there for the last couple of days. He is logged on Miranda...


October 16, 2019

Escape

I’m starting a new game. Skyrim. It was in my small pile of games that Roarke gave me from a long long time ago. Maybe I won’t quit so easy this time. Maybe I won’t get sucked into it and have 10...


I met up with Erin and Hetal today for coffee. I am so relieved that Erin found work. She just started at a grocery store and she was actually trained by Richard, one of my old restaurant manager...


October 14, 2019

Stop Giving Up

Space is a luxury rarely afforded in this house. Everybody spent the night at my mother’s yesterday and I passed up on that offer so that I could be completely void of people for a night. I spent...


October 12, 2019

Space

Everything that I want in life is attainable. All I have to do is work for it. I have to grind. I spent half of this year unemployed because I don’t know how to face it. I don’t know what is hold...


October 11, 2019

Karma Police

I was wearing my cranky pants this morning. Well, technically I wasn’t wearing any pants but you get the gist. I was mad to see more white stuff on my land. Ok, that’s a bad joke but I get flust...


October 10, 2019

Come Through

Come through was the first thought that I had today. Let’s be confident and work hard on getting your shit together today Tom. Did I finally wake up feeling ambitious? On Saturday I mentioned how...


October 09, 2019

Meanwhile

I’m out here aggressively writing on PB. Like twice a day now. I just can’t turn my brain off. I think that I had a visitor last night. Yes, I am talking about a spirit like a crazy person. She ...


October 09, 2019

Botched...

My teacher went around the class and asked every boy this question: What do women want? We all gave stupid answers and then he told us all the big secret. He told us boys what women want. Choices...


October 08, 2019

Wicked

I’m out here looking into Wicca when I’m supposed to be starting my job hunt. It would appear that I will do anything but face the reality of my situation. My friend texted me this morning. She ...


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