Reality Check in Current Events

I am supposed to be conquering my morning routine, which I am not failing miserably at I just feel like I woke up with a hangover. This happened yesterday also. I stopped drinking days ago so I don’t know what gives. I think I’m sick but it’s hard to tell because ever since I went vegan that experience has always been different. I don’t know what the science would be for that but I would assume it is because I no longer consume dairy and don’t have that excess mucus in my gut and lungs.

I spent the majority of my day yesterday hiding from my problems and diving into the quantum world. Once I learned that physicists discovered that particles react to consciousness I wanted to learn more. This wasn’t even brand new information, Einstein was around to hear this theory and he passionately rejected that version of reality. It did not sit well with him, the idea that the universe was participatory. This information goes back even further. It’s in ancient teachings of Hinduism and in teachings like the Kabbalah. It’s as though science is just catching up to these ancient teachings and if that is so then we are looking in the wrong place for answers. To fully understand the universe and reality we need to look at the most powerful force in the cosmos, consciousness. Are we are the architects? Are we are the creators?

As I was learning a little bit about Kabbalah I remembered an experience that I had once when I was 17. First of all, Kabbalah has string theory but they don’t call them strings but light rays. Now I am used to sounding crazy so I’m just going to full send it. Do you know that feeling when you’re laying down with your eyes closed and you suddenly feel like you’re falling? That happens to me all the time but one time, when I was seventeen, I didn’t snap out of it and wake up. I just kept falling. This is going to be hard to explain but I’m going to try anyway. Do you know how you can perfectly picture something in your mind? That’s how I was seeing when I fell and had that out of body experience. I was not in my body, I did not have my eyes. I did not have my memories, I did not have limbs or nothing that comes with the body. The whole experience was as if I was just having a memory. There was no time there. All I saw was balls of lights with long rays coming off of them. They grew further away so fast as I realized that I was shrinking down to something so impossibly small. Each ball of light was a person. I felt like I was standing in a sea of stars, like in the middle of a galaxy. Some shined brighter than others. Some barely flickered. Some were perfectly synced and danced in unison. I felt like we were a part of something, like a wheel or a machine. I finally came through and woke up and I felt shook because that did not feel like a dream. Several years ago I was wining and dining at a gentleman’s house, we were getting to know each other and we were bonding over boy troubles. He is a pretty successful man, he is the CEO of a TV network but he was having a tragic midlife crisis and I was not interested in dating a man that was trying to live out his twink years. Anyways! He had one wall completely full of tiny paintings, over twenty of them and he saw that one of them caught my eye. I was just staring at it and he told me that he purchased all of those paintings from a two-spirited aboriginal elder and the story behind the one that I was looking at was about children of light dancing around a fire. This elder had a vision of that. The children and the sky just felt like what I saw when I had that out of body experience. I was reminded of this again yesterday because in one of the documentaries that I was watching they showed a couple of images that made me think of that painting. There was a man that would take polarized photos with the lens cap on and he was able to produce images by using his mind. Crazy, I know I know. They haven’t been able to debunk his photos. Now I’ll post the two photos that reminded me of that tiny painting. The first one was a remote viewing of a concert. The second one was a vision he had of children of light dancing around a fire.

Whatever, I think this stuff is pretty cool. Anyways, I am committing myself to get things done today. I also have the place to myself for the day so now I can finally breathe.