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I was invited to Bev’s to spend time with her family to celebrate her son’s birthday. He turns 7, I believe? I still have a rocky relationship with plans. Always on the day that I committed to do...

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Toni and I watched the Craft the other day and last night we watched the newer legacy installment and it was the absolute trainwreck we knew it would be. It is terminally woke. It was the girls v...

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I had today off so I booked taking my car into the shop for a long-overdue oil change and tune-up. From there they usually find issues with the vehicle and today was no exception. Well, I haven’t...

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I have not heard from that other retail store yet about if they want to hire me part-time or not. They explained to me that they have a lot of candidates and so they would call them by the end of...

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I restored my computer to it’s factory settings and it did correct the crashing problem that it had but now it gets to have new ones, naturally. The last time I went through this, many years ago,...

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I know that I, like everyone else, tend to out-picture everything. What I see in Toni, my roommate, is what I see in myself. My old self, the old programming that I used to have which is still no...

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It was a draining week at work. The store has massive staffing problems which is affecting my team because customers are fucking stupid. They are setup to win and help themselves but their brains...

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There is a truther movement that is only growing as people are breaking out of that trance they’ve been in but the Q-anons are in a whole different world completely. The rabbit hole runs deep, ob...

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On Sunday I had a phone interview with a TJX store for an evening weekend gig as a sales associate. On Monday I had a second I had an interview in person with the store manager and it went very w...

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I am trying to concentrate on my book but my mind cannot focus. I’ll have to air it out, I suppose. World events are what is plaguing my mind. I am a product of the times and I am just trying to...

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I did not have a good yesterday at work. I committed to napping after my shift which is nothing extraordinary about my day but I woke up irritable. I could hear Toni in her room rolling her joint...

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My detox crisis was over quickly, I feel perfect today. I think that I might try and go for a run today. I have been slacking on that because of the smoke outside over the summer. The air is too ...

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My heart feels a little heavy today. I spent the evening with my sister and her children yesterday and I can’t help but think about the targets that my niece and nephew have on their backs. It’s ...

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I didn’t start my day off on a good note. I woke up and my memory replayed a clip from an interview with my country’s leader, Trudeau. The trust fund baby psychopath is straight up saying that he...

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I was triggered first thing when I woke up. I prep my coffee the day before and I make enough for Toni but she was up before I was today and she drank it all. It’s so inconsiderate. Like, what go...

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I had an intense dream last night. It felt so real. The ground was shaking, there was violent thunder and lightning. People were running and taking shelter because it felt like the end of the wor...

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A deep rest, that is what i am calling my depression. I feel a little worn down which is perfectly okay. I am out of things that can radically distract me so I have no choice but to rumble with m...

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Yesterday I had one of the most cringe moments with Toni to date. I made a lasagna for supper, while I was making it she asked me when it was going to be ready. From her chest she pushed out the ...

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It was a rough week at work and I carried the stress over into my evenings. We didn’t have time for our regular tasks because of massive projects that took the entire week. I was paired up with a...

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Waiting for Toni to just fuck off and go to work on Sunday’s is hard. It’s the only day I can be away from everyone and everything. I don’t want to have to be mindful of someone else 24/7. She ne...

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My camping trip was quaint. We didn’t do a whole lot because Leanne is still recovering a bit from her knee surgery. It was nice to see Angelina and Carly as well. They were so prepared and very ...

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My Facebook account was suspended. It felt like a relief. I ditched social media for two years a while ago and I only returned to connect with people during the lockdowns. Then I was using it to ...

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My mood poisoning from yesterday carried on into today, it would seem. I can’t shake the image of what I saw when I got home last night. I spent the majority of my day helping my mother get my gr...

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On top of the positive things happening in my little life, my grandmother gets released from the hospital on Monday or Tuesday. I’m helping my mother get her new apartment ready this weekend. I w...

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Things with Toni have been really great since our talk. I feel like I have my friend back. She’s even been cooking for me and made my lunch once. We have been chatting like we used to, I’m very h...

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