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Can the mind get tongue-tied? I don’t know what to think. My inner monologue is waiting for me to feed him his lines. If it’s not scripted he gets tongue-tied and twisted. I don’t know what to t...

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I managed to power myself down for a moment. Everything in my head just stopped. It was like rising up from the dead. More like being reborn. Maybe the best way to describe it is that I rebooted...

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The image below is my natal chart. My complete astrological birth chart. It includes both the positions of the planets and the houses. Along with the aspects. The houses give us the horoscope. Im...

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I learned that if I laugh too hard I will experience heartburn afterward. I, at least, think it is heartburn. I’m not too sure because I’ve never experienced it before. I also learned that CBD oi...

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I’m in my self-sabotage era. I had a mini shopping spree right after complaining about my spending habits. I want to grow my wardrobe so I am committing myself to purchasing one article of clothi...

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I abandoned work like an ugly child today. I started to get that feeling of coming down with something and even though I’m not good at ugly goodbyes I was like goodbye ugly! I probably could have...

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My test went alright. The young lady that sat next to me asked if I was ready. I can always be more prepared. I replied. She agreed. I really could have studied harder. I struggled with the test ...

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[TMI WARNING] My coffee enema today was rough. It was supposed to be quick enough but it turned into a 4 hour ordeal. Menacing to say the least. I don’t think I’ve ever had that much matter come ...

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I had a rough start to my day yesterday. I really should have been in a better mood because I had 11 hours of sleep. I was a little gagged about it because I had 99 things to do and proper sleep ...

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I went to bed at 5:30 last night. That’s 5:30 PM. Can we even call that “last night.” I said I was tired. I also said that I had a million things to do. After I took my grandmother shopping, I de...

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I can feel that I am closing in on a breaking point. My fragile little mind needs some rest. I really have been going nonstop since August. Between starting school and a new job I’ve been keeping...

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Home sweet home! I was homesick before I even left for the cabin on Friday. I’m finally home. I’ve already unpacked and I have my loads of laundry going and I washed away my sins in the shower. ...

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It’s Sunday morning and the view from the cabin window is beautiful but I’m homesick. It snowed on Friday when we left. 8 out of 12 of us made it in. The driving conditions were horrible. The la...

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I was really feeling like a rockstar at work today. I keep saying it but they really appreciate me at this location. I get the respect and recognition that I feel I deserved at the other one. The...

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I’m battling with myself right now. I have a tendency to get fixated on things. I am currently fixated on the gym. I have better things to do right now and every fibre of my being wants me to hid...

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I feel like I manifested my class being cancelled this evening. Nobody wasted any time high-tailing it once we were told that class was cancelled. We were already there, present and waiting for h...

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My roommate is sick. When I got home yesterday and had that unpleasant surprise of her being there and not at work, she was sitting in the living room with her coat on. Why? This is a scene you w...

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The drive up to the yurt was stunning. I love autumn. It is my favourite season. The weather was kind enough to us. It was still cold but we had a fire going the entire time. The shops were close...

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Am I going to have a breakdown or a breakthrough? I can feel that things are shifting around inside my psyche. It’s high time that I meet it halfway. I need to support whatever process is trying ...

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He who makes a beast out of himself Gets rid of the pain of being a man After my previous entry I did exactly what I said I was going to do. I had so much energy and I ended up swinging in the ai...

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Ever just get set off? I’m practically raging right now. All I want to do is throat-punch somebody. Every little thing that isn’t a big deal is just adding fuel to the fire. What set me off was ...

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I managed to reconnect to what I’m passionate about. It’s been work and school and I am losing myself in the shuffle. I need to get happiness from the source. What is the source? God. I am fast...

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I spotted an old childhood friend at the gym this morning, Dustin. I wasn’t sure if it was him at first. It’s been a couple of decades. It would have been 30 years ago when I first met him. I won...

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Yesterday, I was in a good mood and rocking out to my favourite song on repeat. Just vibin’. Today, I’m wondering how long the pain of an impact will last if I jump off a building. The first thin...

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Mars just entered Scorpio. Why does everything make sense now? I’ve been feeling aggressive and combative to the point of scaring myself. Scorpio is in my 7th house, the house of relationships. I...

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